Firestarters Club

You were a rainy day at your cousin's house
Stuck finding solace in the heat inside your mouth
You tried to formulate a way to save the day
When the knives inside your mattress came out to cut your face
I'm still sorry about that

I keep the door to the outside unlocked on the off chance
That you'll sneak into my room at night
You keep a gun on your nightstand and your hand is trained
To shoot a motherfucker dead between the eyes

I'd sell my soul for you to know
Why your mom can't take a fucking joke
And where your dad sneaks out to go
When he gets so fucked up that it shows
Because now you're never safe at home
And if you ever lose control
You'll stuff the barrel down your throat
Inside the minivan you stole
Before revealing this was all some joke

It's far from what I thought you'd be when you grew up
What the hell did I do wrong? I should've known it all along

When will my third-degree burns look as bad as yours?
When will I realize I'm going to look a lot like you someday soon?