Worship What I Hate
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⏱️ 4:20 duration
🆔 ID: 1902850
📜 Lyrics
I keep lookin' at myself in the mirror
Hopin' it will change
And I keep wishin' for a brand-new body
That I didn't have to blame
I'm seein' every flaw like a failure
I'm using every cure like a savior
Like tryna build a church out of all my hurt
When it really needs grace
I gave all my time to nothin'
I focused on who I was not who I'm becomin'
My fears, they took up space
My eyes couldn't look away
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
Half a bottle of red just before bed
Is the only way I dream
Before I rеally wake up
The first thing I touch is a button on a screen
I'm not guilty of leavin', not stickin' around
I'm guilty of stayin' and just chеckin' out
Yeah, I kept my head down and really missed out
On what's in front of me
'Cause I gave all my time to nothin'
I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
My fears, they took up space
My eyes couldn't look away
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
Why do the lies feel like the truth?
Why do I do the things I do?
Why do I fight so hard to keep my heart empty?
'Cause I gave so much time to nothin'
I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
My fears, they took up space
My eyes couldn't look away
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
I didn't even realize (realize)
I didn't even realize (realize)
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
Didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
Didn't even realize, no (ooh-ooh-ooh)
Didn't even realize, didn't know (ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
Mmm, yeah (ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
Hopin' it will change
And I keep wishin' for a brand-new body
That I didn't have to blame
I'm seein' every flaw like a failure
I'm using every cure like a savior
Like tryna build a church out of all my hurt
When it really needs grace
I gave all my time to nothin'
I focused on who I was not who I'm becomin'
My fears, they took up space
My eyes couldn't look away
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
Half a bottle of red just before bed
Is the only way I dream
Before I rеally wake up
The first thing I touch is a button on a screen
I'm not guilty of leavin', not stickin' around
I'm guilty of stayin' and just chеckin' out
Yeah, I kept my head down and really missed out
On what's in front of me
'Cause I gave all my time to nothin'
I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
My fears, they took up space
My eyes couldn't look away
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
Why do the lies feel like the truth?
Why do I do the things I do?
Why do I fight so hard to keep my heart empty?
'Cause I gave so much time to nothin'
I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
My fears, they took up space
My eyes couldn't look away
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
I didn't even realize (realize)
I didn't even realize (realize)
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
Didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
Didn't even realize, no (ooh-ooh-ooh)
Didn't even realize, didn't know (ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
Mmm, yeah (ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
⏱️ Synced Lyrics
[00:13.56] I keep lookin' at myself in the mirror
[00:16.81] Hopin' it will change
[00:20.17] And I keep wishin' for a brand-new body
[00:23.58] That I didn't have to blame
[00:26.81] I'm seein' every flaw like a failure
[00:30.27] I'm using every cure like a savior
[00:33.50] Like tryna build a church out of all my hurt
[00:36.85] When it really needs grace
[00:39.65] I gave all my time to nothin'
[00:46.35] I focused on who I was not who I'm becomin'
[00:53.67] My fears, they took up space
[00:57.07] My eyes couldn't look away
[00:59.84] I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
[01:07.28] Half a bottle of red just before bed
[01:10.87] Is the only way I dream
[01:13.78] Before I rеally wake up
[01:15.83] The first thing I touch is a button on a screen
[01:20.44] I'm not guilty of leavin', not stickin' around
[01:24.28] I'm guilty of stayin' and just chеckin' out
[01:27.66] Yeah, I kept my head down and really missed out
[01:30.72] On what's in front of me
[01:33.67] 'Cause I gave all my time to nothin'
[01:40.32] I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
[01:47.86] My fears, they took up space
[01:51.10] My eyes couldn't look away
[01:53.87] I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
[02:00.73] Why do the lies feel like the truth?
[02:04.36] Why do I do the things I do?
[02:07.76] Why do I fight so hard to keep my heart empty?
[02:14.21] 'Cause I gave so much time to nothin'
[02:20.89] I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
[02:28.43] My fears, they took up space
[02:31.72] My eyes couldn't look away
[02:34.48] I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
[02:41.13] I didn't even realize (realize)
[02:44.53] I didn't even realize (realize)
[02:47.54] I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
[02:54.83] Didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
[03:01.77]
[03:21.29] (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
[03:28.09] (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
[03:33.99] Didn't even realize, no (ooh-ooh-ooh)
[03:40.56] Didn't even realize, didn't know (ooh-ooh-ooh)
[03:48.16] (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
[03:54.43] Mmm, yeah (ooh-ooh-ooh)
[04:01.74] (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
[04:08.44] (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
[04:12.82]
[00:16.81] Hopin' it will change
[00:20.17] And I keep wishin' for a brand-new body
[00:23.58] That I didn't have to blame
[00:26.81] I'm seein' every flaw like a failure
[00:30.27] I'm using every cure like a savior
[00:33.50] Like tryna build a church out of all my hurt
[00:36.85] When it really needs grace
[00:39.65] I gave all my time to nothin'
[00:46.35] I focused on who I was not who I'm becomin'
[00:53.67] My fears, they took up space
[00:57.07] My eyes couldn't look away
[00:59.84] I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
[01:07.28] Half a bottle of red just before bed
[01:10.87] Is the only way I dream
[01:13.78] Before I rеally wake up
[01:15.83] The first thing I touch is a button on a screen
[01:20.44] I'm not guilty of leavin', not stickin' around
[01:24.28] I'm guilty of stayin' and just chеckin' out
[01:27.66] Yeah, I kept my head down and really missed out
[01:30.72] On what's in front of me
[01:33.67] 'Cause I gave all my time to nothin'
[01:40.32] I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
[01:47.86] My fears, they took up space
[01:51.10] My eyes couldn't look away
[01:53.87] I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
[02:00.73] Why do the lies feel like the truth?
[02:04.36] Why do I do the things I do?
[02:07.76] Why do I fight so hard to keep my heart empty?
[02:14.21] 'Cause I gave so much time to nothin'
[02:20.89] I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
[02:28.43] My fears, they took up space
[02:31.72] My eyes couldn't look away
[02:34.48] I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
[02:41.13] I didn't even realize (realize)
[02:44.53] I didn't even realize (realize)
[02:47.54] I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
[02:54.83] Didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
[03:01.77]
[03:21.29] (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
[03:28.09] (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
[03:33.99] Didn't even realize, no (ooh-ooh-ooh)
[03:40.56] Didn't even realize, didn't know (ooh-ooh-ooh)
[03:48.16] (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
[03:54.43] Mmm, yeah (ooh-ooh-ooh)
[04:01.74] (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
[04:08.44] (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
[04:12.82]