Birthday Kid

[00:11.60] It's like we're a bunch of lonely people
[00:19.19] Testing the limit to see how much pain we can bear
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[00:34.49] Honestly I don't know how I got so far
[00:40.22] I did this to me
[00:43.73] I did this to me
[00:46.69] There is no one else to blame
[00:49.75] I did it myself
[00:53.14] I did this to me
[00:54.80] I did this to me
[00:56.50] I did this to me
[00:57.93] I did this to me
[00:59.48] I wish it was your fault
[01:01.45] I wish it was your fault
[01:02.93] But how could it be, oh
[01:04.42] But how could it be, oh
[01:06.03] I did this to me
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[01:17.69] Sometimes I can't move at all
[01:22.57] Unless I'm certain that I'm following the right path
[01:29.16] The right path
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[01:38.24] In my dreams, you praised me and clapped
[01:43.42] Then mommy said,
[01:45.06] "It's alright, there's always next time
[01:48.50] You did your best"
[01:50.98] It's like we're a bunch of lonely people
[01:58.17] Testing the limit to see how much pain we can bear
[02:05.29] Not too much and not too little
[02:10.85] So the world feels much more familiar
[02:18.86]
[02:26.28] And the only reason I could carry on is thanks to
[02:33.32] My imaginary children, great-great grandchildren
[02:37.16] Singing in front of my hundred birthday cake
[02:40.56] Saying they are glad
[02:41.92] Saying they are proud
[02:43.76] Of what I've accomplished in my time
[02:48.56] It's all but a dream
[02:51.24] It's all but a dream
[02:54.14]
[02:57.98] It's all but a dream
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[03:04.34] I did this to me
[03:05.99] I did this to me
[03:07.42] I did this to me
[03:09.14] I did this to me
[03:10.88] There is no more mommy
[03:12.55] There is no more daddy
[03:14.04] I'll take it head on
[03:15.44] Yeah I'll take it head on
[03:16.89] 'Cause I did this to me
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