Barely Hanging On

[00:29.88] I'm lost, again
[00:32.08] Tryin' to find my way back home
[00:35.60] Still don't know where I belong
[00:39.23] Fighting, barely hangin' on
[00:42.57] I'm drowning
[00:44.56] I'm lost, again
[00:46.56] Tryin' to find, my way back home
[00:50.11] Still don't know, where I belong
[00:53.54] Fighting, barely hangin' on
[00:57.02] I'm drowning
[00:59.27] I been livin' for the weekend
[01:01.61] When, really, should be livin' in the moment
[01:03.35] Right now, 'bout to plummet, off the deep end
[01:05.09] I don't know if I wanna keep goin'
[01:06.44] Lotta people, depending on me
[01:08.30] Made a bit of money, but I ain't complete
[01:10.05] Mind keeps racing, I cannot sleep
[01:11.77] Bottled up emotions, I'm so weak
[01:13.41] Not a cry for help, but often feels, like I'm under a spell
[01:16.38] Got shit in my head, I don't know who to tell
[01:18.17] Say time heals everything, I'm trapped to hell
[01:20.10] I'm becoming pessimistic, will I excel?
[01:21.81] Honestly, I'm tired, sick of myself
[01:23.90] On the outside, lookin' in, thinkin' I'm well
[01:25.52] Lost the desire, tryin' to repel
[01:27.39] I'm reaching out, uh
[01:28.86] So much pain in my heart, but still, I haven't given up on love
[01:32.72] Come alive in the dark, write my thoughts, 'cause they're so robust
[01:36.63] I don't wanna open up, I put that faith in, there's no more trust
[01:40.15] I just wanna be happy, without that, I'ma be forever stuck
[01:42.80] I'm lost, again
[01:44.61] Tryin' to find my way back home
[01:48.44] Still don't know, where I belong
[01:52.00] Fighting, barely hangin' on
[01:55.14] I'm drowning
[01:57.22] I'm lost, again
[01:59.27] Tryin' to find my way back home
[02:02.81] Still don't know, where I belong
[02:06.43] Fighting, barely hangin' on
[02:09.62] I'm drowning
[02:11.74] I took my bruises, take my L's
[02:13.51] No excuses, I prevail
[02:15.34] Depression, man, it ain't no joke
[02:17.48] Been stuck with it, since I was twelve
[02:19.20] I just need some time alone
[02:20.99] Major issues, got disowned
[02:22.78] My phone, on standby, no one calls
[02:24.66] It's been three days, I got withdrawals
[02:26.44] I'm going crazy
[02:27.29] The way I'm living life, lately, is slavery
[02:29.54] 'Bout to take a couple years off dating
[02:31.21] Had enough of the heartbreak's, aching
[02:32.89] Every part of my body, so exhausted
[02:35.05] Overthinking daily
[02:36.82] I try to satisfy my cravings
[02:38.62] But my dopamine level's fading
[02:40.14] I'm just saying
[02:41.99] Death isn't the answer, grabbed that knife, put it right to my throat
[02:45.54] As I sat in silence bawlin', somehow, didn't lose hope
[02:49.38] Only sad songs on my playlist, that's the way it goes
[02:52.84] I held my own, and walked the path, that no one knows
[02:55.64] I'm lost, again
[02:57.49] Tryin' to find my way back home
[03:01.09] Still don't know, where I belong
[03:04.65] Fighting, barely hangin' on
[03:07.74] I'm drowning
[03:09.71] I'm lost, again
[03:11.93] Tryin' to find my way back home
[03:15.46] Still don't know, where I belong
[03:19.15] Fighting, barely hangin' on
[03:22.35] I'm drowning
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