48 Days

Fake lights say our lives won't be forgotten the moment we've fallen
Why waste our time? Knowing the options you still circle all this
I've failed to see the beauty in between the lines provided for me
I ignored the signs to leave
I've tried to ease the struggles mentally
But end up hiding all the signs again until it leaves

How can I love myself again?
I ask the same thing every night
How can I love myself again?
I asked again just hoping I could obtain an answer, please

Can something help me see how I can live a stable life without this
Will to leave?
It's a hopeless dream buried underneath the line of
problems that are carried through the cracks and seams

How can I love myself again?
I ask the same thing every night
How can I love myself again?
I asked again just hoping I could obtain an answer, please

Can you just let me sleep?
A sinking ship without relent while I suppress these things
This disbelief prevents a state of grief that wastes
away my time to break the lines that stain my streets
Fake lights say our lives won't be forgotten the moment we've fallen
Why waste our time? Knowing the options you still circle all this

How can I love myself again?
I ask the same thing every night
How can I love myself again?