Feeling

[00:02.21] Lord save me, embrace me
[00:05.45] I just can't run away
[00:08.81] Can't take this, can't shake this
[00:12.38] Feeling, it's just too much pain
[00:16.22] Lord save me, embrace me
[00:19.26] I just can't run away
[00:23.18] Can't take this, can't shake this
[00:26.59] Feeling, it's just too much pain
[00:30.08] Yeah, trying to understand who I am it ain't clear
[00:32.91] Years been passing by
[00:33.94] Still don't love myself anytime that I look in the mirror
[00:36.32] I'm living in fear
[00:37.31] What do i do when my misery is all I have here?
[00:40.08] I got a crater that I can turn into an ocean
[00:42.10] If filled up with all of my tears
[00:43.46] I'm lost on this road
[00:44.56] Yeah, trying to find my footing but where do I go?
[00:46.86] Stuck in my thoughts and lying here prone
[00:48.66] The point of this life I been wanting to know
[00:50.58] Learning that money doesn't fix everything
[00:52.32] Like the pieces inside that are broke
[00:54.23] I need to put some more focus on healing within in me
[00:56.34] 'Cause fantasizing makes me choke
[00:57.88] Yeah, pressure on me and it hurts
[00:59.44] Maybe I belong inside the dirt
[01:01.01] Yeah this mental state is really such a curse
[01:02.82] Feeling like nothing ever works
[01:04.73] I keep way too much bottled up
[01:06.58] Need a second alone just to breathe
[01:08.38] And I got this weight all on me and it's getting heavy
[01:10.26] Wish these expectations would just leave
[01:11.80] But I'm fine, yeah my biggest lie
[01:13.93] And I'm too proud to ask for help
[01:15.48] So my pain and sorrow's what I sit beside
[01:17.36] Hate when people start switching sides
[01:18.86] I need some peace for my inner mind
[01:20.74] 'Cause I always blame myself every time
[01:22.55] You ain't ever gonna live your life
[01:24.45] If everyday you just live to die
[01:26.51] Lord save me, embrace me
[01:29.97] I just can't run away
[01:33.67] Can't take this, can't shake this
[01:37.11] Feeling, it's just too much pain
[01:40.89] Lord save me, embrace me
[01:43.95] I just can't run away
[01:47.61] Can't take this, can't shake this
[01:51.03] Feeling, it's just too much pain
[01:54.71] Yeah, still been off daily and I feel astray
[01:58.78] I have not been myself and I hope in time I can heal this pain
[02:01.70] Chasing dreams got me feeling empty
[02:03.30] All I see is clouds above me filled with rain
[02:05.10] And I just always question everything about me
[02:06.93] Like I maybe should've took a different way
[02:08.53] But these old habits never change much
[02:10.68] I been running for like eight months
[02:12.15] Burning chapters in my life here lately
[02:13.74] Maybe I just need to get my pace up
[02:15.31] Locked out of my living how I want to
[02:17.29] Need to find the key to make me whole
[02:18.53] But I got this stress thats chaining me into the ground
[02:20.78] And it has really got me feeling broke
[02:22.26] It's gotten so cold, no where I can go
[02:23.82] Praying for better days that will show
[02:25.71] I'm holding on to my hope
[02:26.92] But I'm growing lonely as I walk this rope on my toes
[02:29.40] I've been feeling tense all the time on the low
[02:31.27] Mad at myself and the life that I live
[02:32.75] Torn about pushing along on this road
[02:34.64] 'Cause I know my happiness taking a dip, yeah
[02:37.21] And I need to breathe
[02:38.35] I wish this feeling in me would just leave
[02:39.81] I'm on my knees praying I will find some peace
[02:41.98] Not hard times where I bleed
[02:43.26] You know what I mean? Trying to be free
[02:45.19] Tired of this life always on repeat
[02:47.04] I need to let go of all this weight inside
[02:48.88] And be a better version of me
[02:50.72] So
[02:51.36] Lord save me, embrace me
[02:54.87] I just can't run away
[02:58.21] Can't take this, can't shake this
[03:01.66] Feeling, it's just too much pain
[03:05.66] Lord save me, embrace me
[03:08.73] I just can't run away
[03:12.79] Can't take this, can't shake this
[03:15.84] Feeling, it's just too much pain
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