Gay Thoughts

I try to stop all these
Gay thoughts and feelings
I don't know where they come from
Oh all of these gay thoughts
I've had trouble concealing
Since I was fairly young
I tell them I love you I
Don't want to lose you but they don't mind
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Time after time
Part of it's nature the
Other part seems darker
Don't know what to blame it on
Try to control my behavior but
This is so much harder
When I'm far away from home
I tell them I love you I
Don't want to lose you but they don't mind
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Time after time
Gay thoughts again
They fill with every drink
Gay thoughts again, consuming everything
Gay thoughts are mine
But they don't feel like me
These thoughts are somebody I
Don't wanna to be
I tell them I love you I
Don't want to lose you but they don't mind
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Time after time
Part of it's nature the
Other part seems darker
Don't know what to blame it on
Try to control my behavior but
This is so much harder
When I'm far away from home
I tell them I love you I
Don't want to lose you but they don't mind
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Time after time
I try to stop all these
Gay thoughts and feelings
I don't know where they come from
Oh all of these gay thoughts
I've had trouble concealing
Since I was fairly young
I tell them I love you I
Don't want to lose you but they don't mind
I hardly believe me I always deceive me
Time after time