If I'm Being Honest

[00:08.50] I was told this is where I would start loving myself
[00:17.11] Flirting's delicious, proved to be beneficial for mental health
[00:25.42] All of my best bits pulled forward, collected, displayed
[00:34.23] Sadly I just think that I was disgusting, today
[00:42.79] You blew me up like a big balloon far too soon
[00:47.48] I'm left a stuttering teen
[00:51.27] How did I get here? It's all so quick, and I feel sick
[00:55.95] Red pushing down on the green
[01:00.50] Could you love this? Will this one be right?
[01:09.43] Well if I'm being honest, I'm hoping it might
[01:17.84] Could you love this? Did you plan to fall?
[01:26.46] Well if I'm being honest, oh I bet it's not that at all
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[01:40.69] Hope has a cost, keeping all fingers crossed and held tight
[01:48.98] But I look idiotic, with my limbs all knotted, it don't feel right
[01:57.80] Truly you've shaken me, and I think you like how I plead
[02:06.09] But I have a hunch that that's all you wanted from me
[02:14.86] You blew me up like a big balloon far too soon
[02:19.44] Holding my breath makes me choke
[02:23.39] How did I get here? It's all so quick, and I feel sick
[02:28.19] I'm used to being a joke
[02:32.83] Could you love this? Will this one be right?
[02:41.40] Well if I'm being honest, I'm hoping it might
[02:50.06] Could you love this? Did you plan to fall?
[02:58.79] Well if I'm being honest, oh I bet it's not that at all
[03:08.17] All
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[03:31.50] Could you love this? Will this one be right?
[03:40.11] Well if I'm being honest, I'm hoping that it might
[03:48.69] Could you love this? Did you plan to fall?
[03:57.11] Well if I'm being honest
[04:01.22] If I'm being honest
[04:05.50] Well if I'm being honest
[04:11.33] Oh, I bet it's not that at all
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