Grapefruit

[00:09.85] Hey, Holy Ghost, why'd you leave me? Where'd you go?
[00:19.83] I know we ain't spoke in so long, but I've gotta know, if I'm alone.
[00:33.45] If I start drinking, I'm gonna be the town drunk.
[00:41.50] You always said I should lighten up,
[00:47.88] I'm gonna lighten up. I'm gonna lighten up.
[00:57.74] So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you want.
[01:04.09] If I can't make you happy, I'm no good for anyone.
[01:09.53] So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you you'd want.
[01:14.98] If I cant make you love me.
[01:31.11] I shut you out,
[01:35.76] After the funeral, mired in doubt.
[01:41.15] You thought a family would help.
[01:45.66] I was struggling. You could tell.
[01:53.72] When we got the news,
[01:58.25] That you were pregnant,
[02:00.03] We painted a room,
[02:04.52] Pink and orange like a grapefruit.
[02:09.04] I know how bad you wanted this too.
[02:14.41] I know it killed you.
[02:18.00] In all my dreams, I'm in the house that I grew up in.
[02:29.81] I'm trying to be half the man I know my dad is, or was.
[02:42.42] I see me as a father looking over a daughter,
[02:51.43] Who grew up to be just like you
[02:53.29] And now, that's just a thread I can't hold onto.
[03:00.48] It's just an open wound.
[03:05.07] So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you want.
[03:10.45] If I can't make you happy, I'm no good for anyone.
[03:15.80] So long. I'm sorry that I wasn't who you'd want.
[03:22.13] If I cant make you love me.
[03:25.74] Hey, Holy Ghost,
[03:30.26] Why'd you leave me? Where'd you go?
[03:35.69] Right when I fucking need you,
[03:41.08] I'm all alone. I'm all alone.
[03:49.10] So, I'll start drinking.
[03:52.89] Yeah, I'll be the town drunk.
[03:59.16] I'll be a burden on everyone.
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