Changes Consume Me
๐ต 2017 characters
โฑ๏ธ 4:40 duration
๐ ID: 2000013
๐ Lyrics
It's a terrible statement but I never let it leave my side
That sickening realization that I'm done with this fight
Moments kneeling on the bedroom floor sickened by the entity I had absorbed, no more
I would not let the self-scrutinizing endeavor endure a precipice a monologue questioning my every motive
Disaster stricken heart feeling broken, my emotions quoted spilling out of a broken vase taking the place of what was once your emotion
Diluted with tears, and an open book
Scribbled with fears engraved pools of ink, I'm vocally shook
And I'm tired of telling myself that it's gonna change
Taken by the spectacular lie that existence can end
Faulsehoods predicted my sinners dictated my every decision
An exit of sorts seemed logical 'cause I thought I could silence this breath
But contrary to my mindset
I circumvented my threats to silence the demons singing songs in my head
Whispering in my ear, that ending it all is a safe bet
Comforting me as I try to manipulate my end
Those moments when I decided I couldn't handle this anymore
Pins and needles infected every sensation left
Feeling like this love I had once found had been torn open and left broken in the cold
And the seams holding it together ripped open
And my flesh tore open with that is I pray that my breathing would stop
And as I held those staining memories, I held on so tightly; remembering what life used to mean
Selfishly ready to embrace the fact that I am weak
But then I called to you, and I hoped someone would find me
And I found you, and I had hoped someone would call me
Cause I'm listening to these echoes of my own voice leaving damage in the cold, as I feel I have finally grown to the point where I can snap
A point of knowing I could never go back
And it's in the moments I felt most alone that I told myself no one was there for me
When little did I know, love was sitting right beside me, I just wasn't listening
At this point in my life I don't know many things but I can promise you this: You are loved completely
That sickening realization that I'm done with this fight
Moments kneeling on the bedroom floor sickened by the entity I had absorbed, no more
I would not let the self-scrutinizing endeavor endure a precipice a monologue questioning my every motive
Disaster stricken heart feeling broken, my emotions quoted spilling out of a broken vase taking the place of what was once your emotion
Diluted with tears, and an open book
Scribbled with fears engraved pools of ink, I'm vocally shook
And I'm tired of telling myself that it's gonna change
Taken by the spectacular lie that existence can end
Faulsehoods predicted my sinners dictated my every decision
An exit of sorts seemed logical 'cause I thought I could silence this breath
But contrary to my mindset
I circumvented my threats to silence the demons singing songs in my head
Whispering in my ear, that ending it all is a safe bet
Comforting me as I try to manipulate my end
Those moments when I decided I couldn't handle this anymore
Pins and needles infected every sensation left
Feeling like this love I had once found had been torn open and left broken in the cold
And the seams holding it together ripped open
And my flesh tore open with that is I pray that my breathing would stop
And as I held those staining memories, I held on so tightly; remembering what life used to mean
Selfishly ready to embrace the fact that I am weak
But then I called to you, and I hoped someone would find me
And I found you, and I had hoped someone would call me
Cause I'm listening to these echoes of my own voice leaving damage in the cold, as I feel I have finally grown to the point where I can snap
A point of knowing I could never go back
And it's in the moments I felt most alone that I told myself no one was there for me
When little did I know, love was sitting right beside me, I just wasn't listening
At this point in my life I don't know many things but I can promise you this: You are loved completely
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:05.62] It's a terrible statement but I never let it leave my side
[00:09.00] That sickening realization that I'm done with this fight
[00:13.13] Moments kneeling on the bedroom floor sickened by the entity I had absorbed, no more
[00:19.75] I would not let the self-scrutinizing endeavor endure a precipice a monologue questioning my every motive
[00:27.90] Disaster stricken heart feeling broken, my emotions quoted spilling out of a broken vase taking the place of what was once your emotion
[00:40.92] Diluted with tears, and an open book
[00:43.62] Scribbled with fears engraved pools of ink, I'm vocally shook
[00:49.65] And I'm tired of telling myself that it's gonna change
[00:55.52] Taken by the spectacular lie that existence can end
[01:01.06] Faulsehoods predicted my sinners dictated my every decision
[01:07.40] An exit of sorts seemed logical 'cause I thought I could silence this breath
[01:13.69] But contrary to my mindset
[01:16.85] I circumvented my threats to silence the demons singing songs in my head
[01:25.08] Whispering in my ear, that ending it all is a safe bet
[01:32.19] Comforting me as I try to manipulate my end
[01:36.95] Those moments when I decided I couldn't handle this anymore
[01:41.74] Pins and needles infected every sensation left
[01:48.04] Feeling like this love I had once found had been torn open and left broken in the cold
[01:57.84] And the seams holding it together ripped open
[02:01.94] And my flesh tore open with that is I pray that my breathing would stop
[02:10.08] And as I held those staining memories, I held on so tightly; remembering what life used to mean
[02:17.24] Selfishly ready to embrace the fact that I am weak
[02:28.62] But then I called to you, and I hoped someone would find me
[02:37.47] And I found you, and I had hoped someone would call me
[02:45.72] Cause I'm listening to these echoes of my own voice leaving damage in the cold, as I feel I have finally grown to the point where I can snap
[02:58.62] A point of knowing I could never go back
[03:03.34] And it's in the moments I felt most alone that I told myself no one was there for me
[03:13.56] When little did I know, love was sitting right beside me, I just wasn't listening
[03:23.47] At this point in my life I don't know many things but I can promise you this: You are loved completely
[03:34.09]
[00:09.00] That sickening realization that I'm done with this fight
[00:13.13] Moments kneeling on the bedroom floor sickened by the entity I had absorbed, no more
[00:19.75] I would not let the self-scrutinizing endeavor endure a precipice a monologue questioning my every motive
[00:27.90] Disaster stricken heart feeling broken, my emotions quoted spilling out of a broken vase taking the place of what was once your emotion
[00:40.92] Diluted with tears, and an open book
[00:43.62] Scribbled with fears engraved pools of ink, I'm vocally shook
[00:49.65] And I'm tired of telling myself that it's gonna change
[00:55.52] Taken by the spectacular lie that existence can end
[01:01.06] Faulsehoods predicted my sinners dictated my every decision
[01:07.40] An exit of sorts seemed logical 'cause I thought I could silence this breath
[01:13.69] But contrary to my mindset
[01:16.85] I circumvented my threats to silence the demons singing songs in my head
[01:25.08] Whispering in my ear, that ending it all is a safe bet
[01:32.19] Comforting me as I try to manipulate my end
[01:36.95] Those moments when I decided I couldn't handle this anymore
[01:41.74] Pins and needles infected every sensation left
[01:48.04] Feeling like this love I had once found had been torn open and left broken in the cold
[01:57.84] And the seams holding it together ripped open
[02:01.94] And my flesh tore open with that is I pray that my breathing would stop
[02:10.08] And as I held those staining memories, I held on so tightly; remembering what life used to mean
[02:17.24] Selfishly ready to embrace the fact that I am weak
[02:28.62] But then I called to you, and I hoped someone would find me
[02:37.47] And I found you, and I had hoped someone would call me
[02:45.72] Cause I'm listening to these echoes of my own voice leaving damage in the cold, as I feel I have finally grown to the point where I can snap
[02:58.62] A point of knowing I could never go back
[03:03.34] And it's in the moments I felt most alone that I told myself no one was there for me
[03:13.56] When little did I know, love was sitting right beside me, I just wasn't listening
[03:23.47] At this point in my life I don't know many things but I can promise you this: You are loved completely
[03:34.09]