All of the Truth

It is not the past few days
That has made me feel this way
And it is not the tiny marks of doubt
That cover everything I see
It is just the way she looks at me
With a love so complete that I have never seen
And from this grows a strong, undying guilt
And the feeling of regret for things I've never felt

But oh, I wanted to change, I wanted to change
And become what she needs
I know, know what she needs, know what she needs
What I can never be
What I can never be