For Real

I want to feel nothing
When I see you
But you know that I'm just too far from that
Truth is I want you so bad
I want you to notice
Can you see me
As something as more than just a friend
Truth is you're stuck in my head

I know things have been a little rough
The strangest things happen all at once
Do I deserve this
Do I deserve this

Am I even worth your time
Do you even want to try
Don't want you for just a season of life
I think I'm for real, for real this time
Am I even worth your time
Do you even want to try
How could something so wrong feel so right
I think I'm for real, for real this time

I want you to love me
Not so easy
To see you out with someone else
I started hating myself
There's no happy ending without you near me
I dreamt a house, a life with you
Things that will never come true

I knew that I'd feel so much better with you
So I built you up
But now you know the truth
Do I deserve this
Do I deserve this

Am I even worth your time
Do you even want to try
Don't want you for just a season of life
I think I'm for real, for real this time
Am I even worth your time
Do you even want to try
How could something so wrong feel so right
I think I'm for real, for real this time

I want you to love me

Am I even worth your time
Do you even want to try
Don't want you for just a season of life
I think I'm for real, for real this time
Am I even worth your time
Do you even want to try
How could something so wrong feel so right
I think I'm for real, for real this time