Big Bird

[00:00.18] I'm afraid of the way that I live my life
[00:05.44] I'm afraid of the way I don't
[00:10.82] I'm afraid of the things that I wanna do, but I won't
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[00:21.62] I'm afraid of God
[00:24.38] I'm afraid to believe
[00:27.07] I'm afraid of all the loved ones that I've made leave
[00:32.34] I'm afraid that my dog doesn't love me, anymore
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[00:42.96] I'm afraid of social laziness that let Kitty Genovese die, and
[00:53.45] I'm afraid of the mob mentality that makes otherwise normal people go blind
[01:04.24] I'm afraid of the way that the world works, and
[01:09.40] I'm afraid of the words in my notebooks
[01:14.96] I'm afraid that you all know that I am a pervert
[01:24.21] But the big red bird that lives under the city
[01:30.87] Doesn't give a damn about me, and it dies every night
[01:40.33] By burning alive
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[01:46.98] I'm afraid of my grandfather's cancer, and
[01:52.11] I'm afraid of my mom's dying arm
[01:57.54] I'm afraid that I've somehow caused my family harm
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[02:08.12] I'm afraid that ones I love won't have enough
[02:16.51]
[02:18.81] I'm afraid that ones I love won't have enough
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[02:30.06] It's harder to be yourself, than it is to be anybody else
[02:40.86] I wish I were a little less of a coward
[02:49.35] But the big red bird that lives under the city
[02:56.01] Doesn't give a damn about me, and it dies every night
[03:05.37] So I bought a knife
[03:11.02] I am a knife
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