Reaching the Divine End

Brief, terrifying moments of conciousness
Like a dream without substance
A life worth living?
Neither awake nor asleep
Total emotional emptiness

For years I've been
Dwelling in the deepest
Depths of apathy

For years I've been
Searching
For a soul within myself

A battle of good and evil
A soul stillborn

A battle of life and death
My hope entombed

All light has faded
All warmth is gone
My being filled
With total hatred for life
Triumph of a war
A life at it's end
A peak of
Perfection

The moment of my death

All I saw in chaos was hell
For I couldn't see the beauty
Everywhere around me
I revealed the true meaning of life
By embracing Death divine

All life ever gave to me
Was confusion and futility
Never will I let a cage of flesh
Keep me restrained

Never again