Momentary Actuality

The sound, as if coming from the earth itself
It pierced my mind, awakening
Something primal, indescribable

I stared into the mirror, the image seemed to shift
With every glance, this wasn't right
Nothing was, I knew there was, anything
Something more, I had to find it

I stare into the sun
The only thing that makes sense anymore

You wouldn't know the pain I faced when I had to go and leave it all behind
You wouldn't know the agony when I walked away. It's hard to say

The art of cruelty is a construct of rational beings
To partakе in life it's a cold cruel joke
I will drink of this calamity

Oh

Drink of this
Nеver-ending strife, straining at the yoke
Breaking away and I'm running free

As a chrysalis, evolving insects
It doesn't matter to me
Conflict of instinct
Basic, afraid of what's next

I'm sorry you had to find me like this
Let me go

Did I really want this?

You wouldn't know the pain I faced when i had to go and leave it all behind
You wouldn't know the agony when I walked away. It's hard to say

I stared into the mirror, the image seemed to shift
With every glance, this wasn't right
The feeling of permanence
Is slipping and I welcome it
With a warm embrace

I'll wait forever if you'll just come to me