A Crowded Room

I crawl to the edge of the world
And I feel so lonely full of misery inside
And I stand at the edge of the night
And I dream about you all calling me and telling me
Far from you all – Far from you all – Far from it all
In a crowded room forever
Far from you all – Far from you all – Far from it all
In this crowded room

I feel darkness in my heart, slowly fading out from me
When I'm sitting on the floor, in a corner on my knees

And the arms of my ghosts are holding me

So I'll rise and I follow the trail of my tears
As my madness is hollow – Oh insanity
Many eyes in the mirror
A crowded room inside my head – my head

Buried deep all my affections
Buried them deep into my soul
Six feet under in my grave – dark – rotten – filthy

And the arms of my ghosts are holding me

So I'll rise and I follow the trail of my tears
As my madness is hollow – Oh insanity
Many eyes in the mirror
A crowded room inside my head – my head (my head yeah)

Burn in hell for all the things that you did to
A little boy I knew – A smart kid I met last christmas
A memory from long ago

In my twisted corrupted mind
Torn out broken
Worn out like a ragged cloth
Deaf and sore
Welcome to the fantastic corridors of my grand hotel

Fright, tonight, below the Surface
Grab their demons from their feet
Kill me like a haunted prey
I'm ready to be eaten
At the fabulous banquet of my home

My salvation
Thank you God for loving me
Destination
Is the coil of the serpent that is hissing
Twisting, turning round my head
My salvation
I am just a little boy
Destination
Death and drugs through the dark and haunted
Corridors of my wicked mind, wicked mind

A glimpse of my tranquillity
A mere drop in this ocean
My peace, my sensibility
Oh just some frail emotion
When I spend my time with someone else I feel like new
I could resuscitate if only I could be with you

I hold the key to our escape
Free at least unguilty

All the arms of my ghosts are holding me

So I'll rise and I follow the trail of my tears
As my madness is hollow – Oh insanity
Many eyes in the mirror
A crowded room inside my head – my head

I crawl to the edge of the world
And I feel so lonely full of misery inside
And I stand at the edge of the night
And I dream about you all calling me and telling me
Far from you all – Far from you all – Far from it all
In a crowded room forever
Far from you all – Far from it all – Far from it all
In this crowded room
I wanna die