Controlled by Those Who Wants Me Sick

[00:02.35] I've been put on the spot since I was a kid
[00:04.90] I thought it passes over time, it never actually did
[00:08.18] Ye, I like try to change although I do admit
[00:10.86] There is a pleasure in pain, a masochistic conflict
[00:13.78] Love lust, controlled by those who wants me sick
[00:16.87] Thanks to chemical response my feelings=mixed
[00:20.04] Trying to restore a balance with my faith
[00:22.60] The urge is dragging me down
[00:24.43] Deeper until l'll get insane
[00:29.91] I've been going down and I might drag you with me
[00:32.82] Broken, concerned, on my own
[00:35.74] I'd rather be damned and left here all undone
[00:38.94] Take me, face me and finally break me
[00:41.84] Don't make me live a life in someones concept
[00:44.71] Conscience, forced to fucking beg for mercy
[00:48.96] Spare me and let feel a thing
[00:52.38] I never wanted this
[00:55.27] I never really understood any of this shit
[00:59.79] Take me to the edge
[01:00.68] It is where I'm supposed to be
[01:03.56] Take me
[01:04.39] I never wanted this
[01:06.45] Leave me
[01:07.43] In this pathetic mess
[01:09.32] Broken
[01:10.38] I remain silent
[01:12.27] Feel me
[01:13.35] That's what I cannot do
[01:15.47] Take me
[01:16.25] I never wanted this
[01:18.34] Leave me
[01:19.10] In this pathetic mess
[01:21.27] Broken
[01:22.21] I remain silent
[01:24.17] Feel me
[01:25.13] I promise I want to
[01:27.89] I've been manipulated
[01:29.61] My standards of beauty were always determinated
[01:32.54] It's a fucking joke, that we both
[01:35.13] Judge them all by the looks, prove me wrong
[01:38.31] I'm filled with lies my skin's like a coat
[01:41.56] One add reminds me what is love
[01:44.47] False marketing turned my senses to shit
[01:47.35] Plug it in, loose yourself, can't quit
[01:50.42] I've been lured by sex, but I'm the one that's fucked
[01:56.07] My head has been raped in all sensitive spots
[02:03.43] I never wanted this
[02:06.69] I never really understood any of this shit
[02:10.84] Take me to the edge
[02:11.63] It is where I'm supposed to be
[02:14.07] Tear me out, turn me on
[02:15.90] Take me
[02:16.91] I never wanted this
[02:18.72] Leave me
[02:19.83] In this pathetic mess
[02:21.93] Broken
[02:23.01] I remain silent
[02:24.90] Feel me
[02:25.66] That's what I cannot do
[02:26.97] Take me to the edge, I'm dying
[02:29.84] Inside in this pathetic mess
[02:33.01] Broken I remain in silence
[02:35.67] Can't feel, cause I'm fucking stressed
[02:44.12] I am insane
[02:45.63] Leave me
[02:46.44] Don't keep it waitn'
[02:47.74] I've been going down and I might drag you with me
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