My Love, My Illness, My End

Waking up
That the reality is
That everything I do
And everything I'll try
Is meaningless
And so it seems
That I'm falling apart more
With each and every day
The memories are all that I have left of you
Your pale white skin
Your soft, cold touch
And dark brown eyes
You embody everything I hate
My lungs seem to cave in
Your last words left me gasping for breath
Tear at me, it's all for you
You can't see what I went through
My lungs seem to cave in
Your last words left me gasping for breath
Tear at me, it's all for you
You can't see what I went through
To be broken by you
I took a chance
I opened up and let you in
Let you consume me
My illness is my love
I lost it all
I gave up hope
Gave up on you
You'll leave in silence
Leaving it all behind for nothingness
Is not as haunting as you would think
I'll bring the end
And burn the empty space
Between you and me

Make believe my journey back
I'll make it home alive
I packed my bags with hopes and dreams
But I left them all behind
I've gone away to a place that you will never find
You'll never see my face again
I'm ending this tonight
Make believe my journey back
I'll make it home alive
I packed my bags with hopes and dreams
But I left them all behind
I've gone away to a place that you will never find
You'll never see my face again
I'm ending this tonight

Bring on my end

Bring on my end

Leaving it all behind for nothingness
Is not as haunting as you would think
I'll bring the end
And burn the empty space
Between you and me
You and me
You and me
You and me
You and me
You
You and me