Real Life (Paused)
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๐ Lyrics
This whiskey here ain't strong enough for me
So much pressure I can barely breathe
My demons branded me like a headstone
Mama ain't here no more to pray for me
I'm surrounded by hate, fake, fame and greed
That dark days always seem to find a way
I've been dealing with pain, but keep a smile on my face
When nothing goes right
Then I take a left
Down this old road of lonely
With this whiskey breath
I drink all night and wake up depressed
Try to be a better father, put this bottle to rest
I keep on going cause that's all I know
Turnin' off every emotion. I'm in airplane mode
I keep my past in the rear view
With my middle finger up, screaming FUCK YOU!
I'm broke down, tore into pieces
Black clouds raining on me again
I can't get away!
Trying to get all the time I lost
I can't get back
1 foot in, the other outside the door
I can't make a mistake
This is real life today
This is real life today
But I feel like I'm living on the edge of
The motherfucking truth that I can't let go
Down that road that I've been so long
Mama know I'm wrong
Daddy still gone. No one gives a fuck
It's the same old song
I can feel it in my head, I've been dead wrong
Put away the bottle, then I come right home
Saying that I'm done
But the sad truth? I know I'm not
Then I take another shot to the dome
I've been through hell and I love it
Trying to rise above it
Take a look inside the mirror, can't help but be disgusted
I'm gone
Shit go wrong, I point the fingers at the other side
Can't help but wonder why? I'm afraid I'll run and hide
Funny how I sit there
And pretend everything's going to be okay
I'll pray to the lord, he going to lead my way
I'm done with the drink till I see my grave
But, I know that I'm not. Feeling it in my soul I'mma rot
See it when I'm toasting a shot
I'm cold and inside, pretending that I'm woke
And, I'm not
See it when I'm closing my eyes close my eyes
And I don't understand why you put up with me
I could rock the boat so much until it fucking sinks
I'm broke down till I wanna up and leave
But end up getting drunk
And then I cause another scene and I'm gone
I'm broke down, tore into pieces
Black clouds raining on me again
I can't get away
Trying to get all the time I lost
I can't give back. 1 foot in, the other outside the door
I can't make a mistake
This is real life today
So much pressure I can barely breathe
My demons branded me like a headstone
Mama ain't here no more to pray for me
I'm surrounded by hate, fake, fame and greed
That dark days always seem to find a way
I've been dealing with pain, but keep a smile on my face
When nothing goes right
Then I take a left
Down this old road of lonely
With this whiskey breath
I drink all night and wake up depressed
Try to be a better father, put this bottle to rest
I keep on going cause that's all I know
Turnin' off every emotion. I'm in airplane mode
I keep my past in the rear view
With my middle finger up, screaming FUCK YOU!
I'm broke down, tore into pieces
Black clouds raining on me again
I can't get away!
Trying to get all the time I lost
I can't get back
1 foot in, the other outside the door
I can't make a mistake
This is real life today
This is real life today
But I feel like I'm living on the edge of
The motherfucking truth that I can't let go
Down that road that I've been so long
Mama know I'm wrong
Daddy still gone. No one gives a fuck
It's the same old song
I can feel it in my head, I've been dead wrong
Put away the bottle, then I come right home
Saying that I'm done
But the sad truth? I know I'm not
Then I take another shot to the dome
I've been through hell and I love it
Trying to rise above it
Take a look inside the mirror, can't help but be disgusted
I'm gone
Shit go wrong, I point the fingers at the other side
Can't help but wonder why? I'm afraid I'll run and hide
Funny how I sit there
And pretend everything's going to be okay
I'll pray to the lord, he going to lead my way
I'm done with the drink till I see my grave
But, I know that I'm not. Feeling it in my soul I'mma rot
See it when I'm toasting a shot
I'm cold and inside, pretending that I'm woke
And, I'm not
See it when I'm closing my eyes close my eyes
And I don't understand why you put up with me
I could rock the boat so much until it fucking sinks
I'm broke down till I wanna up and leave
But end up getting drunk
And then I cause another scene and I'm gone
I'm broke down, tore into pieces
Black clouds raining on me again
I can't get away
Trying to get all the time I lost
I can't give back. 1 foot in, the other outside the door
I can't make a mistake
This is real life today
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:14.46] This whiskey here ain't strong enough for me
[00:18.75] So much pressure I can barely breathe
[00:22.74] My demons branded me like a headstone
[00:28.80] Mama ain't here no more to pray for me
[00:31.86] I'm surrounded by hate, fake, fame and greed
[00:35.81] That dark days always seem to find a way
[00:39.07] I've been dealing with pain, but keep a smile on my face
[00:43.23] When nothing goes right
[00:44.68] Then I take a left
[00:46.21] Down this old road of lonely
[00:48.04] With this whiskey breath
[00:50.42] I drink all night and wake up depressed
[00:53.61] Try to be a better father, put this bottle to rest
[00:57.66] I keep on going cause that's all I know
[01:00.86] Turnin' off every emotion. I'm in airplane mode
[01:04.85] I keep my past in the rear view
[01:08.42] With my middle finger up, screaming FUCK YOU!
[01:12.97] I'm broke down, tore into pieces
[01:16.62] Black clouds raining on me again
[01:21.99] I can't get away!
[01:25.93] Trying to get all the time I lost
[01:29.12] I can't get back
[01:30.77] 1 foot in, the other outside the door
[01:36.69] I can't make a mistake
[01:39.80] This is real life today
[01:43.51] This is real life today
[01:47.02] But I feel like I'm living on the edge of
[01:48.32] The motherfucking truth that I can't let go
[01:50.30] Down that road that I've been so long
[01:52.19] Mama know I'm wrong
[01:52.96] Daddy still gone. No one gives a fuck
[01:54.56] It's the same old song
[01:55.54] I can feel it in my head, I've been dead wrong
[01:57.11] Put away the bottle, then I come right home
[01:59.37] Saying that I'm done
[02:00.11] But the sad truth? I know I'm not
[02:01.42] Then I take another shot to the dome
[02:02.74] I've been through hell and I love it
[02:04.64] Trying to rise above it
[02:06.71] Take a look inside the mirror, can't help but be disgusted
[02:09.96] I'm gone
[02:11.38] Shit go wrong, I point the fingers at the other side
[02:14.53] Can't help but wonder why? I'm afraid I'll run and hide
[02:17.96] Funny how I sit there
[02:19.05] And pretend everything's going to be okay
[02:21.00] I'll pray to the lord, he going to lead my way
[02:22.63] I'm done with the drink till I see my grave
[02:24.66] But, I know that I'm not. Feeling it in my soul I'mma rot
[02:26.77] See it when I'm toasting a shot
[02:28.35] I'm cold and inside, pretending that I'm woke
[02:30.16] And, I'm not
[02:30.91] See it when I'm closing my eyes close my eyes
[02:33.07] And I don't understand why you put up with me
[02:37.13] I could rock the boat so much until it fucking sinks
[02:40.30] I'm broke down till I wanna up and leave
[02:43.07] But end up getting drunk
[02:44.55] And then I cause another scene and I'm gone
[02:47.22] I'm broke down, tore into pieces
[02:51.00] Black clouds raining on me again
[02:56.35] I can't get away
[03:00.31] Trying to get all the time I lost
[03:03.37] I can't give back. 1 foot in, the other outside the door
[03:10.51] I can't make a mistake
[03:14.06] This is real life today
[03:18.28]
[00:18.75] So much pressure I can barely breathe
[00:22.74] My demons branded me like a headstone
[00:28.80] Mama ain't here no more to pray for me
[00:31.86] I'm surrounded by hate, fake, fame and greed
[00:35.81] That dark days always seem to find a way
[00:39.07] I've been dealing with pain, but keep a smile on my face
[00:43.23] When nothing goes right
[00:44.68] Then I take a left
[00:46.21] Down this old road of lonely
[00:48.04] With this whiskey breath
[00:50.42] I drink all night and wake up depressed
[00:53.61] Try to be a better father, put this bottle to rest
[00:57.66] I keep on going cause that's all I know
[01:00.86] Turnin' off every emotion. I'm in airplane mode
[01:04.85] I keep my past in the rear view
[01:08.42] With my middle finger up, screaming FUCK YOU!
[01:12.97] I'm broke down, tore into pieces
[01:16.62] Black clouds raining on me again
[01:21.99] I can't get away!
[01:25.93] Trying to get all the time I lost
[01:29.12] I can't get back
[01:30.77] 1 foot in, the other outside the door
[01:36.69] I can't make a mistake
[01:39.80] This is real life today
[01:43.51] This is real life today
[01:47.02] But I feel like I'm living on the edge of
[01:48.32] The motherfucking truth that I can't let go
[01:50.30] Down that road that I've been so long
[01:52.19] Mama know I'm wrong
[01:52.96] Daddy still gone. No one gives a fuck
[01:54.56] It's the same old song
[01:55.54] I can feel it in my head, I've been dead wrong
[01:57.11] Put away the bottle, then I come right home
[01:59.37] Saying that I'm done
[02:00.11] But the sad truth? I know I'm not
[02:01.42] Then I take another shot to the dome
[02:02.74] I've been through hell and I love it
[02:04.64] Trying to rise above it
[02:06.71] Take a look inside the mirror, can't help but be disgusted
[02:09.96] I'm gone
[02:11.38] Shit go wrong, I point the fingers at the other side
[02:14.53] Can't help but wonder why? I'm afraid I'll run and hide
[02:17.96] Funny how I sit there
[02:19.05] And pretend everything's going to be okay
[02:21.00] I'll pray to the lord, he going to lead my way
[02:22.63] I'm done with the drink till I see my grave
[02:24.66] But, I know that I'm not. Feeling it in my soul I'mma rot
[02:26.77] See it when I'm toasting a shot
[02:28.35] I'm cold and inside, pretending that I'm woke
[02:30.16] And, I'm not
[02:30.91] See it when I'm closing my eyes close my eyes
[02:33.07] And I don't understand why you put up with me
[02:37.13] I could rock the boat so much until it fucking sinks
[02:40.30] I'm broke down till I wanna up and leave
[02:43.07] But end up getting drunk
[02:44.55] And then I cause another scene and I'm gone
[02:47.22] I'm broke down, tore into pieces
[02:51.00] Black clouds raining on me again
[02:56.35] I can't get away
[03:00.31] Trying to get all the time I lost
[03:03.37] I can't give back. 1 foot in, the other outside the door
[03:10.51] I can't make a mistake
[03:14.06] This is real life today
[03:18.28]