Bother (Live at the RAMP Awards, Moscow, Russia, 10/18/2006)

[01:28.33] Wish I was too dead to cry
[01:33.03] My self-affliction fades
[01:38.54] Stones to throw at my creator
[01:43.07] Masochists to which I cater
[01:48.55] You don't need to bother
[01:53.09] I don't need to be
[01:57.98] I'll keep slipping farther
[02:03.43] But once I hold on
[02:05.26] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[02:18.20] Wish I was too dead to care
[02:22.97] If indeed I cared at all
[02:28.58] Never had a voice to protest
[02:33.91] So you fed me shit to digest
[02:56.97] I wish I had a reason
[02:59.60] My flaws are open season
[03:01.55] For this, I gave up trying
[03:03.64] One good turn deserves my dying
[03:06.45] You don't need to bother
[03:10.97] I don't need to be
[03:16.47] I'll keep slipping farther
[03:20.14] But once I hold on
[03:23.87] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[04:35.87] Wish I'd died instead of lived
[04:40.58] A zombie hides my face
[04:45.53] Shell forgotten with its memories
[04:50.33] Diaries left with cryptic entries
[04:55.98] And you don't need to bother
[05:00.56] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[05:05.92] I'll keep slipping farther
[05:10.67] But once I hold on
[05:13.32] I won't let go 'til it bleeds
[05:15.56] You don't need to bother
[05:18.60] I don't need to be (I don't need to be)
[05:25.97] I'll keep slipping farther
[05:30.43] But once I hold on (once I hold on)
[06:00.16] I'll never live down my deceit
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