Life is an S.T.D.

I'm the best at doing what's worst,
I'm the king of being too much!
Hey man, I need some help quick
'coz things are getting worse,
can't you see it's eating me from inside
don't you notice I'm falling apart?
I've never asked to be here,
you've put me here so now deal with it!
I'm crying in my bed at night
thinking about all the things they said,
of shit, did I just really hope that I would die tonight?!?
Life is such a hard task
and I'm failing miserably!