blindness

Wrapped in the pain
That you gave to me
I got lost inside
The maze of my memory
Deep in my heart
I die without cease
For my lover ran away
To find release
And if I had to do it again
Would I make it right
And if I had to lose it again
Would I hold you tight
Forgive me I was blind
To the world outside
I was unkind
To the world outside of me
Feed me the right words
Dead to the world for days
On end I cried for my little girt
Scattered my ashes all over
The sea curled up in the debris
You left of me
And if I had to do it again
Would it turn out fine
And if I had to lose it again
Would I call you mine
To dream of a world made for me
And you was such a lovely thing to do