December

In our day of youth, i still can recall
Were the moments our lives were best
But i didn't stop 2 wonder, i didn't realize
I knew that we'd gone 2 fast

U were oh so innocent, i can't tell a lie
But i knew it just wasn't enough
Looking back i wonder if i'd opened up my mind
That i had everything
Everything i'd need in love

All the memories and all the emptiness
Confusion in the 1st degree
Everywhere i turn i can still c your face
I'm a victim of my own destiny

This our last december, seems like a dream
I can still remember all the days u were mine
Just like our 1st december
I need u more than ever
Like a fading ember in a fire so divine

Like a cry in the night, a whisper 2 a scream
I'm - a calling but i might b 2 late
If you'd take but just a moment
2 c the other side
Of a man who's learned from his mistakes

All that i want is everything i need
I can't sleep till i know that you'll be back
But i've got a bad feelin' that you've laid our love 2 lie
& I'm nothing more than a blast from the past

What can i do, how will u c
I been waitin' so long, 2 make u believe