One (Tushino Airfield, Moscow, Russia - September 28th, 1991)

[02:22.33] I can't remember anything
[02:26.19] Can't tell if this is true or a dream
[02:29.85] Deep down inside, I feel to scream
[02:33.14] This terrible silence stops me
[02:36.70] Now that the war is through with me
[02:40.39] I'm waking up and cannot see
[02:44.02] That there's not much left of me
[02:47.88] Nothing is real but pain now
[02:50.25] Hold my breath as I wish for death
[02:55.32] Oh please, God, wake me
[03:02.31]
[03:13.31] Back in the womb, it's much too real
[03:17.02] In pumps life that I must feel
[03:20.59] But can't look forward to reveal
[03:24.47] Look to the time when I live
[03:27.75] Fed through the tube that sticks in me
[03:31.44] Just like a wartime novelty
[03:35.21] Tied to machines that make me be
[03:39.05] Cut this shit off from me
[03:41.70] Hold my breath as I wish for death
[03:46.98] Oh please, God, wake me
[03:52.92]
[04:18.36] Now the world is gone, I'm just one
[04:23.49] Oh, God, help me
[04:25.24] Hold my breath as I wish for death
[04:30.59] Oh please, God, wake me, yeah
[04:36.75]
[05:36.42] Darkness imprisoning me
[05:38.65] All that I see, absolute horror
[05:40.86] I cannot live, I cannot die
[05:42.91] Trapped in myself, body my holding cell
[05:53.65] Landmine has taken my sight
[05:55.75] Taken my speech, taken my hearing
[05:57.93] Taken my arms, taken my legs
[06:00.38] Taken my soul, left me with life in hell
[06:07.96]
[06:27.14] Doctors
[06:29.69] Fuck
[06:30.11]
[08:07.62] Alright, you liked that one?
[08:11.04] One, get it?
[08:12.89] Alright
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