Ever Is a Long Time (Ever Is No Time At All) (Paused)
๐ต 1437 characters
โฑ๏ธ 4:43 duration
๐ ID: 20431863
๐ Lyrics
What's the point of trying?
I just fall behind
Spend minutes just to pay for bleary eyes
Wouldn't you rather die than be on my mind?
It hurts my head to think about you dead
But I do it all the time
I could be a soul to keep
Or I could keep on living soullessly
I could be a soul to keep
Or I could keep on living soullessly
Drawing all the curtains to hide from ghosts
That whisper about the things we're scared of most
Chain link fences make us feel safe
From shady parts of everything
That I've made real to me
You screamed, "holy shit"
The wind swept you off your feet
It sure as hell wasn't me, I swear to god it was just
Two nights, a cloud of smoke exhaled from my still choking lungs
I couldn't move, I couldn't see
That you're the breath I shouldn't breathe
Shallow breath breathes
Air so heavy
I went down to the bottom of the river
And plant myself in a watery grave
'Cause when I'm down I can't see the surface
Just unknowns and answers I can't see
So I let go of your tiny little fingers
Just to say that I couldn't be saved
'Cause when I'm gone I won't forget a single
Bit of all those long-gone memories
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
I just fall behind
Spend minutes just to pay for bleary eyes
Wouldn't you rather die than be on my mind?
It hurts my head to think about you dead
But I do it all the time
I could be a soul to keep
Or I could keep on living soullessly
I could be a soul to keep
Or I could keep on living soullessly
Drawing all the curtains to hide from ghosts
That whisper about the things we're scared of most
Chain link fences make us feel safe
From shady parts of everything
That I've made real to me
You screamed, "holy shit"
The wind swept you off your feet
It sure as hell wasn't me, I swear to god it was just
Two nights, a cloud of smoke exhaled from my still choking lungs
I couldn't move, I couldn't see
That you're the breath I shouldn't breathe
Shallow breath breathes
Air so heavy
I went down to the bottom of the river
And plant myself in a watery grave
'Cause when I'm down I can't see the surface
Just unknowns and answers I can't see
So I let go of your tiny little fingers
Just to say that I couldn't be saved
'Cause when I'm gone I won't forget a single
Bit of all those long-gone memories
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
Wait, don't go
I'll hold you on my own
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:07.71] What's the point of trying?
[00:10.29] I just fall behind
[00:12.55] Spend minutes just to pay for bleary eyes
[00:19.22] Wouldn't you rather die than be on my mind?
[00:23.92] It hurts my head to think about you dead
[00:27.44] But I do it all the time
[00:31.08] I could be a soul to keep
[00:36.34] Or I could keep on living soullessly
[00:42.18] I could be a soul to keep
[00:47.54] Or I could keep on living soullessly
[00:52.44] Drawing all the curtains to hide from ghosts
[00:57.19] That whisper about the things we're scared of most
[01:02.69] Chain link fences make us feel safe
[01:05.55] From shady parts of everything
[01:09.24] That I've made real to me
[01:13.22] You screamed, "holy shit"
[01:17.33] The wind swept you off your feet
[01:20.06] It sure as hell wasn't me, I swear to god it was just
[01:24.35] Two nights, a cloud of smoke exhaled from my still choking lungs
[01:30.45] I couldn't move, I couldn't see
[01:32.80] That you're the breath I shouldn't breathe
[01:37.49]
[01:43.16] Shallow breath breathes
[01:47.70] Air so heavy
[01:53.99]
[02:01.79] I went down to the bottom of the river
[02:07.36] And plant myself in a watery grave
[02:12.48] 'Cause when I'm down I can't see the surface
[02:18.17] Just unknowns and answers I can't see
[02:23.32] So I let go of your tiny little fingers
[02:28.92] Just to say that I couldn't be saved
[02:34.37] 'Cause when I'm gone I won't forget a single
[02:39.87] Bit of all those long-gone memories
[02:45.97]
[03:06.94] Wait, don't go
[03:11.66] I'll hold you on my own
[03:17.41] Wait, don't go
[03:21.96] I'll hold you on my own
[03:27.58] Wait, don't go
[03:32.16] I'll hold you on my own
[03:37.95] Wait, don't go
[03:42.43] I'll hold you on my own
[03:49.65]
[03:53.44] Wait, don't go
[03:58.20] I'll hold you on my own
[04:04.08] Wait, don't go
[04:08.74] I'll hold you on my own
[04:14.79] Wait, don't go
[04:18.93] I'll hold you on my own
[04:24.79] Wait, don't go
[04:29.31] I'll hold you on my own
[04:33.52]
[00:10.29] I just fall behind
[00:12.55] Spend minutes just to pay for bleary eyes
[00:19.22] Wouldn't you rather die than be on my mind?
[00:23.92] It hurts my head to think about you dead
[00:27.44] But I do it all the time
[00:31.08] I could be a soul to keep
[00:36.34] Or I could keep on living soullessly
[00:42.18] I could be a soul to keep
[00:47.54] Or I could keep on living soullessly
[00:52.44] Drawing all the curtains to hide from ghosts
[00:57.19] That whisper about the things we're scared of most
[01:02.69] Chain link fences make us feel safe
[01:05.55] From shady parts of everything
[01:09.24] That I've made real to me
[01:13.22] You screamed, "holy shit"
[01:17.33] The wind swept you off your feet
[01:20.06] It sure as hell wasn't me, I swear to god it was just
[01:24.35] Two nights, a cloud of smoke exhaled from my still choking lungs
[01:30.45] I couldn't move, I couldn't see
[01:32.80] That you're the breath I shouldn't breathe
[01:37.49]
[01:43.16] Shallow breath breathes
[01:47.70] Air so heavy
[01:53.99]
[02:01.79] I went down to the bottom of the river
[02:07.36] And plant myself in a watery grave
[02:12.48] 'Cause when I'm down I can't see the surface
[02:18.17] Just unknowns and answers I can't see
[02:23.32] So I let go of your tiny little fingers
[02:28.92] Just to say that I couldn't be saved
[02:34.37] 'Cause when I'm gone I won't forget a single
[02:39.87] Bit of all those long-gone memories
[02:45.97]
[03:06.94] Wait, don't go
[03:11.66] I'll hold you on my own
[03:17.41] Wait, don't go
[03:21.96] I'll hold you on my own
[03:27.58] Wait, don't go
[03:32.16] I'll hold you on my own
[03:37.95] Wait, don't go
[03:42.43] I'll hold you on my own
[03:49.65]
[03:53.44] Wait, don't go
[03:58.20] I'll hold you on my own
[04:04.08] Wait, don't go
[04:08.74] I'll hold you on my own
[04:14.79] Wait, don't go
[04:18.93] I'll hold you on my own
[04:24.79] Wait, don't go
[04:29.31] I'll hold you on my own
[04:33.52]