mom song

Every song that I hear
And I don't know it at first
But I still sing all the words
Every space that I fill
With a word I didn't mean
But I find it comforting

It's you
It's you

I keep saying sorry
'Cause I'm a piece of shit
Know that you still love me
I don't know why that is

You're like a puppy, a hot tea with honey
I hate that I hated you just 'cause you loved me
I wish I could go into time, into space
Kick the sixteen year old me in the face
And I still don't get how we're so fucking different
I thought I'd have more of you left in my system
I used to wish you disappeared
But if you never existed
I wouldn't be here, I wouldn't be here

I keep saying sorry
'Cause I'm a piece of shit
Know that you still love me
I don't know why that is

Please, Mom, don't resent me
If I don't have any kids
I'm scared I couldn't take it
If they turned out like I did

Ooh, It's you
It's you
It's you, it's you

I still don't get how your love is like breathing
And why I have such an obsession with leaving
But I really wish you were here