Paid In Full

[00:19.62] I was nowhere near
[00:23.58] Ready when all it ended
[00:29.09] So I hoped we could find a new day
[00:31.70] Cannot live without you
[00:37.99] You gave me the chance
[00:41.13] Time and again, in vain
[00:46.33] Now my feelings for you
[00:48.88] Every tear, every smile
[00:51.15] Paid in full
[00:55.54] Break the chain
[00:56.50] But no longer can I take the pain
[01:01.29] It's hard for me to love myself right now
[01:05.02] I've waited, hated
[01:07.48] Blamed it all on you
[01:11.35] Needed to be strong
[01:13.93] Yet I was always too weak
[01:19.01] So I can only blame myself
[01:22.23] For this state we are in
[01:24.80] I will take what you have
[01:27.08] For me now, if it's not too late
[01:29.26] Did you change? I did too
[01:31.24] Love can grow from the last grain
[01:34.01] It's hard for me to love myself right now
[01:38.05] I've waited, hated
[01:40.40] Blamed it all on you
[01:44.39] I need you less and less
[01:50.16] Every day feeds this moral decay
[01:54.68] Yet I have grown to love you even more
[01:59.95] I fall back, and I turn another cheek
[02:04.19] You mouth the words you're not ready to speak
[02:08.53] You're scared of me now; no I never had a clue
[02:13.36] That I'd become so much stronger than you
[02:45.27] I will take - what you have
[02:48.01] For me now, if it's not too late
[02:54.85] If you like, I will leave
[02:57.26] I will not miss the last train again
[03:01.13] It's hard for me to love myself right now
[03:04.89] I've waited, hated
[03:07.34] Blamed it all on you
[03:10.40] It's hard for me to love your face right now
[03:14.13] I'm waiting, hating
[03:16.55] Needing being me
[03:20.59] I need you less and less and
[03:25.86] Every day leads us farther away
[03:30.33] From that moment
[03:33.34] It's hard for me to hate myself right now
[03:37.09] Finally I'm understanding me
[03:42.46] One day we may have a new "mes and yous"
[03:45.76] But first I need to learn to love me too
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