Spineless

[00:00.16] Spineless, unable of living
[00:04.36] Spineless, unable of trying
[00:08.34] Torturing myself with no end just in hope to feel less
[00:13.60] Seems like I'm fighting to die sad
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[00:24.06] Blegh
[00:31.51] Now I'm lying, trying too hard to fall asleep
[00:35.27] Now I'm crying, eyes wide open forced to think
[00:40.44] Now I'm lying, trying too hard to fall asleep
[00:44.48] Now I'm crying, eyes wide open forced to think
[00:56.11] Blegh
[01:04.14] Hate when I love to suffer but love when I wish to die
[01:08.72] All I hope is that who loves me cares but not enough to cry
[01:12.41] God I hate loving to suffer but I love begging to die
[01:16.46] Every night self-hatred speaks to me he says I don't deserve my life
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[01:37.06] Begging for peace with drained eyes
[01:39.95] The same I close to burn down light
[01:46.21] This cursed voice whispers to me
[01:49.47] Think I should now pick up that knife
[01:51.62] Because I am Spineless
[01:55.29] Unable of living
[01:57.33] Spineless, unable of trying
[02:01.32] Torturing myself with no end just in hope to feel less
[02:06.37] Seems like I'm fighting to die sad
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[02:16.89] Blegh
[02:24.90] I ask him why
[02:28.91] I ask him why
[02:32.92] No answer Just a freezing cold inside
[02:37.42] Still silence
[02:39.31] Please just let me take my life
[02:41.49] No!
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[02:46.86] Pay the price, take that knife
[02:55.96] Take that knife
[03:11.64] When I'll die please don't cry
[03:18.81] (Don't cry)
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[03:23.87] I was already dead inside (I just closed my eyes)
[03:38.11] Please just let me take my life
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