Self Destructive

I realize my demise is clearly tied
To the choices that are made today
Think twice and analize,
That path outside is leading you the wrong way
Leading me the wrong way

Why am I self destructive?
My concience calls me out
I am so self destructive.
My concience calls me out

Look in and begin too see the trend
This pattern of behaviour that kills
What is right in our lives
Destroying what is sacred
I need to take control,
I need to let it go

Why do I put you through this?
My mind is rendered useless
Will all this end in tragedy?