Solitude

I'm here again with nothing but the memory of what I was so long ago.
The kid I was, that I let go.
Strip my mind naked for you to see the doors i shut in me and I'm confined within these lies.
Now I am everything that i despised.
I'd give this away to go back there and face my fears.
I look into your eyes as you.
Tell me about the things that you've been through.
A lonely child left to survive with guilt and anger that won't subside.
I'd give this away to go back there and face my fears.
I'm smoking now, I'm choking now.
I get lost in the fog of my own self doubt.
Exhale, release, inhaling feels like nothing ever happend and I'm still me.