Decay Desire (Paused)

One day misery will come
In between me and those who I wish to shield from harm
So I run from anyone
Who deserves a life unburdened by it all
No more tears forced out through your closed eyes
Only the sun exploding behind
Mine as I breathe a lonely goodbye to a world that's better off without me
There is comfort in deciding when and how we die
Why don't we lay down
I'll lay my heart out
Why don't we lay down
I'll lay my heart out
Now
My one regret is suffering as long as I have