Underwater

We're barely speaking
And I'm trying to get used to it
It seems the older we get
The more distance comes between the two of us

When the hand that you folded
Was the hand you held in mine
You can settle the debt but
You can't get back lost time

I stopped believing
When it stopped making much sense to me
I took some steps to correct what was needed
But look at where it's gotten me

Take the weight that I've shed and
Dump it in the shallow end
It hasn't gone away but I'm numb when the pain's spread thin

Because I just don't get it
I'm so unsatisfied with what I see
And while I don't regret it
It's just not worth that much to me