What I Fear The Most
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I'm in my head so much, I really can't decipher
What I feel from what's real, and what I should hide from
Yeah, I'm on one again
Yeah, I drop my defense
Get my hopes up, but I'm just so tired, I mean it
I don't really see it as you do
With this dark cloud that falls down restricting my view
It's a nuisance
But is the noose an improvement
These invasive thoughts have me feeling so stupid
It's useless
I pick myself apart like they do
And hold myself to standards I know I can't make do
I never let them see the weakness that's inside of me
'Cause there's some pride to me. I know it to stay true
If they only knew the demons that I face
When I'm in another world that's so difficult to place
I could live at my own pace and escape the monotony
And all the negativity that fills a part of me
Tell me, why am I not enough
All these voices up in my mind got me so messed up
When I make a mistake, I can never let it go
When I look at my face, I see what I fear the most
Tell me, why am I not enough for myself
And I struggle with it daily
Suffer with these preconceptions that'll only drive me crazy
No, you can't save me, I can only save myself
Never one who's known to back down or ever ask for help
Not a selfish progression, just held by depression
Enveloped by self-deprecation, pathetic
And, though I said it, I just hope I come around
I build myself up just to break myself down
But I know the way
To find the pieces
And through those mistakes
That left me bleeding
I won't throw away
What I've been seeking
So long as I'm still breathing, it's clear
Tell me, why am I not enough
All these voices up in my mind got me so messed up
When I make a mistake, I can never let it go
When I look at my face, I see what I fear the most
Tell me, why am I not enough for myself
For myself
I'm worth so much more than I give myself credit for
My anxiety pushes me forward
My depression holds me back
I'm gonna lose my life
If I don't get my mind on track
Why am I not enough
Why am I not enough
Why am I not enough
Why am I not enough
I'll only be enough
For myself when I realize that I always was
When I make a mistake, I will learn to let go
When I look at my face, I will let myself know
That I've always been enough
For myself
The answer is love for myself
The answer is love for myself
The answer is love for myself
What I feel from what's real, and what I should hide from
Yeah, I'm on one again
Yeah, I drop my defense
Get my hopes up, but I'm just so tired, I mean it
I don't really see it as you do
With this dark cloud that falls down restricting my view
It's a nuisance
But is the noose an improvement
These invasive thoughts have me feeling so stupid
It's useless
I pick myself apart like they do
And hold myself to standards I know I can't make do
I never let them see the weakness that's inside of me
'Cause there's some pride to me. I know it to stay true
If they only knew the demons that I face
When I'm in another world that's so difficult to place
I could live at my own pace and escape the monotony
And all the negativity that fills a part of me
Tell me, why am I not enough
All these voices up in my mind got me so messed up
When I make a mistake, I can never let it go
When I look at my face, I see what I fear the most
Tell me, why am I not enough for myself
And I struggle with it daily
Suffer with these preconceptions that'll only drive me crazy
No, you can't save me, I can only save myself
Never one who's known to back down or ever ask for help
Not a selfish progression, just held by depression
Enveloped by self-deprecation, pathetic
And, though I said it, I just hope I come around
I build myself up just to break myself down
But I know the way
To find the pieces
And through those mistakes
That left me bleeding
I won't throw away
What I've been seeking
So long as I'm still breathing, it's clear
Tell me, why am I not enough
All these voices up in my mind got me so messed up
When I make a mistake, I can never let it go
When I look at my face, I see what I fear the most
Tell me, why am I not enough for myself
For myself
I'm worth so much more than I give myself credit for
My anxiety pushes me forward
My depression holds me back
I'm gonna lose my life
If I don't get my mind on track
Why am I not enough
Why am I not enough
Why am I not enough
Why am I not enough
I'll only be enough
For myself when I realize that I always was
When I make a mistake, I will learn to let go
When I look at my face, I will let myself know
That I've always been enough
For myself
The answer is love for myself
The answer is love for myself
The answer is love for myself
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:33.28] I'm in my head so much, I really can't decipher
[00:35.76] What I feel from what's real, and what I should hide from
[00:38.76] Yeah, I'm on one again
[00:40.23] Yeah, I drop my defense
[00:41.55] Get my hopes up, but I'm just so tired, I mean it
[00:44.44] I don't really see it as you do
[00:46.20] With this dark cloud that falls down restricting my view
[00:48.96] It's a nuisance
[00:50.17] But is the noose an improvement
[00:51.71] These invasive thoughts have me feeling so stupid
[00:54.48] It's useless
[00:55.45] I pick myself apart like they do
[00:57.11] And hold myself to standards I know I can't make do
[01:00.13] I never let them see the weakness that's inside of me
[01:02.71] 'Cause there's some pride to me. I know it to stay true
[01:05.58] If they only knew the demons that I face
[01:07.59] When I'm in another world that's so difficult to place
[01:10.29] I could live at my own pace and escape the monotony
[01:13.39] And all the negativity that fills a part of me
[01:15.62] Tell me, why am I not enough
[01:19.13] All these voices up in my mind got me so messed up
[01:25.78] When I make a mistake, I can never let it go
[01:28.45] When I look at my face, I see what I fear the most
[01:31.24] Tell me, why am I not enough for myself
[01:37.90] And I struggle with it daily
[01:39.89] Suffer with these preconceptions that'll only drive me crazy
[01:42.82] No, you can't save me, I can only save myself
[01:45.28] Never one who's known to back down or ever ask for help
[01:48.05] Not a selfish progression, just held by depression
[01:50.82] Enveloped by self-deprecation, pathetic
[01:53.91] And, though I said it, I just hope I come around
[01:56.32] I build myself up just to break myself down
[01:58.99] But I know the way
[02:00.87] To find the pieces
[02:01.75] And through those mistakes
[02:03.54] That left me bleeding
[02:04.51] I won't throw away
[02:06.45] What I've been seeking
[02:07.20] So long as I'm still breathing, it's clear
[02:09.68] Tell me, why am I not enough
[02:13.67] All these voices up in my mind got me so messed up
[02:20.19] When I make a mistake, I can never let it go
[02:22.84] When I look at my face, I see what I fear the most
[02:25.68] Tell me, why am I not enough for myself
[02:35.72] For myself
[02:39.55] I'm worth so much more than I give myself credit for
[02:53.16] My anxiety pushes me forward
[02:56.01] My depression holds me back
[02:58.85] I'm gonna lose my life
[03:00.35] If I don't get my mind on track
[03:04.73] Why am I not enough
[03:10.08] Why am I not enough
[03:15.34] Why am I not enough
[03:20.39] Why am I not enough
[03:28.72] I'll only be enough
[03:32.14] For myself when I realize that I always was
[03:38.78] When I make a mistake, I will learn to let go
[03:41.35] When I look at my face, I will let myself know
[03:44.63] That I've always been enough
[03:48.63] For myself
[03:53.38] The answer is love for myself
[03:58.85] The answer is love for myself
[04:04.35] The answer is love for myself
[04:12.27]
[00:35.76] What I feel from what's real, and what I should hide from
[00:38.76] Yeah, I'm on one again
[00:40.23] Yeah, I drop my defense
[00:41.55] Get my hopes up, but I'm just so tired, I mean it
[00:44.44] I don't really see it as you do
[00:46.20] With this dark cloud that falls down restricting my view
[00:48.96] It's a nuisance
[00:50.17] But is the noose an improvement
[00:51.71] These invasive thoughts have me feeling so stupid
[00:54.48] It's useless
[00:55.45] I pick myself apart like they do
[00:57.11] And hold myself to standards I know I can't make do
[01:00.13] I never let them see the weakness that's inside of me
[01:02.71] 'Cause there's some pride to me. I know it to stay true
[01:05.58] If they only knew the demons that I face
[01:07.59] When I'm in another world that's so difficult to place
[01:10.29] I could live at my own pace and escape the monotony
[01:13.39] And all the negativity that fills a part of me
[01:15.62] Tell me, why am I not enough
[01:19.13] All these voices up in my mind got me so messed up
[01:25.78] When I make a mistake, I can never let it go
[01:28.45] When I look at my face, I see what I fear the most
[01:31.24] Tell me, why am I not enough for myself
[01:37.90] And I struggle with it daily
[01:39.89] Suffer with these preconceptions that'll only drive me crazy
[01:42.82] No, you can't save me, I can only save myself
[01:45.28] Never one who's known to back down or ever ask for help
[01:48.05] Not a selfish progression, just held by depression
[01:50.82] Enveloped by self-deprecation, pathetic
[01:53.91] And, though I said it, I just hope I come around
[01:56.32] I build myself up just to break myself down
[01:58.99] But I know the way
[02:00.87] To find the pieces
[02:01.75] And through those mistakes
[02:03.54] That left me bleeding
[02:04.51] I won't throw away
[02:06.45] What I've been seeking
[02:07.20] So long as I'm still breathing, it's clear
[02:09.68] Tell me, why am I not enough
[02:13.67] All these voices up in my mind got me so messed up
[02:20.19] When I make a mistake, I can never let it go
[02:22.84] When I look at my face, I see what I fear the most
[02:25.68] Tell me, why am I not enough for myself
[02:35.72] For myself
[02:39.55] I'm worth so much more than I give myself credit for
[02:53.16] My anxiety pushes me forward
[02:56.01] My depression holds me back
[02:58.85] I'm gonna lose my life
[03:00.35] If I don't get my mind on track
[03:04.73] Why am I not enough
[03:10.08] Why am I not enough
[03:15.34] Why am I not enough
[03:20.39] Why am I not enough
[03:28.72] I'll only be enough
[03:32.14] For myself when I realize that I always was
[03:38.78] When I make a mistake, I will learn to let go
[03:41.35] When I look at my face, I will let myself know
[03:44.63] That I've always been enough
[03:48.63] For myself
[03:53.38] The answer is love for myself
[03:58.85] The answer is love for myself
[04:04.35] The answer is love for myself
[04:12.27]