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[00:00.22] I'm gunna kill myself in 3 minutes
[00:10.83] YEAH
[00:13.04] I've got an obsession with
[00:14.14] Death and destruction
[00:14.62] But I keep regressing cause
[00:15.67] I'm too reluctant
[00:16.19] To try and communicate
[00:16.97] Not just annihilate
[00:17.70] Nothing inside me
[00:18.28] There's nothing but hate
[00:19.06] Now I'm gunna play roulette
[00:20.09] With these Percocets
[00:21.25] Then I'm gunna pop a Xanax
[00:22.43] Cause I'm feeling manic
[00:23.33] I start to panic
[00:24.19] And I go satanic
[00:24.88] I gotta take more
[00:25.55] Cause I'm feeling low
[00:26.27] When the alcohol
[00:26.86] And the Adderall
[00:27.75] Are wearing off
[00:28.41] It left a hole
[00:29.17] But I don't want
[00:29.72] Anybody else to know
[00:30.68] And I'm fixated
[00:31.34] On the mutilated
[00:32.09] Cause I get off to
[00:33.02] X-rated type of stuff
[00:33.85] You can barely bare to see
[00:34.93] But that's just a
[00:35.52] Portrait of my fantasy
[00:36.47] And the Benzodiazepines
[00:37.57] Are helping me
[00:38.36] I slip em in drinks
[00:39.02] It's an aphrodisiac
[00:40.28] You get whatever you want
[00:41.23] Without them fighting back
[00:42.80] There's nothing left inside
[00:45.04] And I deserve to die
[00:48.33] I'm chasing the dragon now
[00:51.38] Beaten down and so burned out
[00:53.69] The enemy is inside me
[00:59.80] Lies of venom spewing out
[01:02.21] From the serpent's bloody mouth
[01:04.72] I'm the enemy that's killing me
[01:17.32] Maybe I'll slit my wrists in the bathtub
[01:18.70] But if it doesn't work
[01:19.39] Then I'm not any closer
[01:20.36] Gotta have a Plan B right on hand
[01:21.56] So I guess I'll bring a backup toaster
[01:23.24] What about a gun?
[01:23.71] That's quick and easy
[01:24.67] Blow my brains out put it on this CD
[01:25.91] But that's for cowards
[01:26.72] Cause it doesn't hurt
[01:27.34] I wanna feel the pain that I deserve
[01:28.84] I've already tried to overdose
[01:30.21] Took too many pills
[01:31.05] But I slept it off
[01:31.68] I'm depressed outta my mind
[01:32.53] More like all time
[01:33.26] I just wanna die I really wanna die
[01:34.75] I skip into manic
[01:35.39] Like I'm a schizo
[01:36.12] And Panic! more
[01:36.46] Than a young girl at the Disco
[01:37.57] I guess nothing matters
[01:38.35] Like I'm Marshall Mathers
[01:39.06] Slim Shady took over
[01:39.60] I'm bruised and battered
[01:40.67] I'm chasing the dragon now
[01:43.93] Beaten down and so burned out
[01:46.00] The enemy is inside me
[01:52.08] Lies of venom spewing out
[01:54.65] From the serpent's bloody mouth
[01:57.13] I'm the enemy that's killing me
[02:02.41] I need a fatal fix
[02:15.55] Homicide then suicide
[02:16.91] I don't need help
[02:18.17] I just don't wanna be alone
[02:19.61] When I kill myself
[02:21.26] I'm running out of time
[02:22.58] And I need another hit
[02:24.29] Lethal overdose
[02:25.88] I need a fatal fix
[02:27.25]
[02:41.20] But I'm not done this isn't over
[02:42.63] Like an alcoholic
[02:43.61] Who claims he's sober
[02:44.52] But it's so damn boring
[02:45.49] To live the same old story
[02:46.50] Over and over
[02:47.45] Some people can never change
[02:48.45] Till it goes too far
[02:49.26] And you can't come back
[02:50.06] From the jaws of defeat
[02:50.69] So rise to your feet
[02:51.33] Grab the world by the balls
[02:52.13] Pick your head up stand tall
[02:52.84] Even though you're in pain
[02:53.59] And it won't ever change
[02:54.34] You can at least be grateful
[02:55.01] You're alive today, right?
[02:56.43] Ahh screw it
[02:57.74] Gimme that knife
[02:58.39] Im'a take my life
[02:58.97] Cause I'm all outta hope
[02:59.66] I'll just slit my god damn throat
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