I'm Scared

[00:11.94] I hate talking about getting older
[00:17.21] Kinda scares me just waitin' it out
[00:23.66] And I wish, wish that my brother lived closer
[00:29.28] Cuz it feels more like home in his house
[00:35.86] It's hot here, in Southern California
[00:41.19] It might be winter but I couldn't tell
[00:47.47] I'm confused, cause I don't know when to start over
[00:53.15] I'm a hostage, to everything I've ever felt
[00:59.98] Hmm, hm
[01:11.65] I tried but I never got closure
[01:17.33] From the people who let me down
[01:23.23] And I don't care, if it takes hell freezing over
[01:29.59] Cuz I'm stubborn, I won't give up that ground
[01:35.68] I'm sad and what if it's making me weaker?
[01:41.94] Rebuilding this castle out of sand
[01:47.66] It hurts watching it slip through my fingers
[01:53.25] And I forget that it's out of my hands
[01:59.74] I'm scared that I'm somebody I've outgrown
[02:04.20] I'm scared I'm not enough
[02:07.06] I'm scared I'm not enough
[02:10.11] I'm scared I'm not
[02:11.97] I'm scared I need somebody to feel whole
[02:16.03] I'm scared I'm not enough
[02:19.08] I'm scared I'm not enough
[02:22.11] I'm scared
[02:23.94] I'm scared that I'm somebody I've outgrown
[02:28.02] I'm scared I'm not enough
[02:31.02] I'm scared I'm not enough
[02:34.07] I'm scared I'm not
[02:35.57] I'm scared I need somebody to feel whole
[02:40.06] I'm scared I'm not enough
[02:43.02] I'm scared I'm not enough
[02:46.08] I'm scared
[02:48.03] I'm scared the world's gonna go on without me
[02:53.70] I'm scared, but maybe that's how it should be
[03:01.44] Hmm hmm
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