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Grey was the day I saw the truth.
Games I have played embracing you.
Something to love forever, I'm chasing,
you're not like anyone I've ever known.
the weight, it pulls me under, crushing everything
our time is relative
The others count the numbers of days left
erasing what is left of you and me
the others can't remember wasting everything
I wait now everyday
Forgive me, I can"t help you
sometimes, I don't get it
I need you. Not just your words
Some say our days are numbered, I'm waiting
it now feels like my lungs are closing in
this hate it makes me sober, pushing everything
I'm wasting everything