So Numb

So numb.
Never shy.
Never scared.
Never broken or cracked.
Never bored.
Never fake.
Never on the first date.
Fierce and cold.
Never calm.
Words like Gaza bombs.
Spread the news.
Social cues.
Jargon you're clued into.
Angry man.
Bruise your chest.
Too dead inside to be genderless.
Picket sites.
Picking fights without lifting your fist.
Never hope.
Never fear.
Eat your young and give thanks.
Shoot to kill.
Drop the bomb.
Never cherish someone.
No opinions here.
No emotion here.