love no more

Who would've know that love was so dangerous
And it can hurt you inside
Who would've known that I know I'm hated
But my biggest threat is my mind
My biggest threat is myself
I hurt myself many times
By thinking they love me
The same that I love 'em
Because of myself I guess that I'm blind
My feelings are hurt I'm feeling betrayed
Just know that it's not about you
I hurt myself with me thinking you cared
In the ways that I cared about you
Guess what we had wasn't true
You didn't love like I loved you
You gotta really be hateful to do me like that
When you know that I wouldn't have done it to you
'Cause you know I loved you
You knew I cared
You knew if you fell
I'd always be there
But if it was me
Then you wasn't there
Always just felt like I wasn't enough
I would just sit and compare
Like what does he have that I don't
What will he do that I won't
What makes him better than me
To the point you could just leave me alone
And now I'm just all on my own
I put you first didn't care 'bout myself
I never thought I'd be here by myself
I gave you all of me you took advantage
Because of you I won't love someone else
You always say what I didn't do
You always gave me the minimal
You went and did the unthinkable
Show me that I really didn't mean shit to you
With all of the love that I've given you
It's really hard for giving you
'Cause all the things I've wanted from you
I bet you gave it to him now didn't you
Got so much hurt in my soul
Damn I just feel so alone
Maybe I'll learn when enough is enough
So I'll know when it's time to let go
Or maybe I won't
My heart and my mind is at war
Whenever it comes to me leavin'
I know that I should but I fight for it more
'Cause I always look for the good in you
Done everything that I shouldn't do
Done everything that I know the next one
If he had the option he wouldn't do
Well maybe it's me
Maybe I'm too hard to love
Maybe when something good happens to me
I just be fuckin' it up
Or maybe didn't love you enough
Maybe I loved you too much
Or maybe you left 'cause you couldn't look at my eyes
After knowing the shit that you done
But keep thinking about how you won
Cause you finally got what you want
But karmas a bitch so I pray for you
Cause you cannot take back the hurt that you done