Alive and Unwell

[00:02.48] I don't wanna wake up
[00:04.02] Can't cover up the pain with my makeup
[00:06.31] All these strangers rip me to shreds
[00:09.38] The beauty of the internet
[00:11.80] But I don't make it better
[00:13.68] You know I never have my shit together
[00:15.81] I'm a bad drunk, can't keep a job
[00:18.89] I'm a disappointment to my mom
[00:21.48] Think that I might lose It
[00:23.62] Damn, I feel so insecure
[00:26.28] If you ask me how I'm doing
[00:28.66] One, two
[00:29.93] One, two, three, four
[00:31.30] I'm alive and unwell
[00:33.83] Some days I fucking hate myself
[00:36.28] No magic pill is gonna help
[00:38.59] But at least I'm thriving in hell
[00:40.92] Yeah, I'm alive and screwed up
[00:43.31] Ruining everything I touch
[00:45.88] I'm a hot mess but guess what?
[00:48.13] I don't give a fuck
[00:51.00] Ooh, alive and unwell
[00:55.56] Ooh, alive and unwell
[01:02.23] It is what it is, I am who I am
[01:04.63] You can tell me what to do but I won't listen
[01:06.99] I'm a lost cause, I'm a bit depressed
[01:09.22] I'm the worst even at my best
[01:11.87] Think that I might lose It
[01:14.08] Damn, I feel so insecure
[01:16.56] If you ask me how I'm doing
[01:19.03] One, two
[01:20.32] One, two, three, four
[01:21.93] I'm alive and unwell
[01:24.20] Some days I fucking hate myself
[01:26.68] No magic pill is gonna help
[01:28.99] But at least I'm thriving in hell
[01:31.37] Yeah, I'm alive and screwed up
[01:33.73] Ruining everything I touch
[01:36.33] I'm a hot mess but guess what?
[01:38.58] I don't give a fuck
[01:41.33] Ooh, alive and unwell
[01:45.81] Ooh, alive and unwell
[01:50.90] I'm alive and unwell, ooh
[01:58.44] Alive and unwell