Impetus

[00:18.27] So you have chosen death
[00:41.23] The sun has darkened on this day devoid of life, colourless and grey
[00:46.10] The offerings of tears haven't satisfied, a face that's never dry
[00:50.63] Scarcely remember how laughter drowns away the night
[00:55.20] All I see are those smiles burning in the light
[00:59.52] Each and every one seared into memory
[01:04.04] Delight in a future that could never be
[01:08.64] Here I am standing at your door
[01:13.25] Just one step and you'll be in my arms again
[01:22.51] Just one more
[01:39.56] The fury of well placed guilt
[01:48.58] A knife sunk to the hilt
[02:12.66] Just one last step
[02:33.29] How much easier could it get
[02:42.18] One little push
[02:47.05] Fuck
[02:53.78] Failure borne of failure, a failure again
[02:58.34] A simple step to end this life of failure that I am
[03:03.22] I'm not meant to live in a world without you
[03:07.62] But a fragment of your soul lives in this heart split in two
[03:12.38] Can I pick up the shards of this life
[03:16.57] I've little strength but I need to try
[03:21.54] There's only so many wounds I can take
[03:25.76] Although in time I know that these scars can fade
[03:34.95] I need to try
[03:42.64] To live this life
[03:48.60] I need to try
[03:57.76] I need to try
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