Chaotic

[00:00.55] Every day I insist to fill my head with useless shit
[00:08.61] I got so fucking scared if i'm not there just assume i'm dead
[00:38.89] I can't relate to any of this
[00:41.27] What a sad and hopeless case
[00:43.39] I don't know where I should start
[00:45.65] Until it finally drains my heart
[00:47.78] This empty feeling I get inside
[00:49.93] Everything's so randomized
[00:52.25] I'm tired of living by the sword
[00:54.36] What a chaotic place, what a fucked up world
[01:07.52] With everyday that's passing I just keep regressing
[01:09.95] I wanna say that things will change but everything's the same
[01:12.35] Poisoned minds, broken souls, buried hope
[01:15.24] I think i'm going insane
[01:17.88] Every day I insist
[01:20.05] To fill my head with useless shit
[01:22.40] I got so fucking scared
[01:24.42] If i'm not there just assume i'm dead
[01:26.64] Everything stays the same
[01:28.78] I lie awake at 4 AM
[01:31.05] Trying to think of an exuse
[01:33.24] So I won't have to wake or move
[01:35.63] Staying in
[01:36.68] Asleep forever
[01:37.95] Lock the doors
[01:38.76] Until it's over
[01:40.08] I think I finally went insane
[01:42.12] The walls are slowly closing in
[01:44.31] These winds grow colder every day
[01:46.61] I'm losing grip of my own way
[01:49.04] Reaching out for one last hand
[01:51.17] That will pull me closer to the end
[01:53.23] A living nightmare that won't let up
[01:55.33] I'm waking up to start again
[02:04.53] I CAN'T STAY AWAKE
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