Chronically Cautious (Country Version)

[00:03.57] I gambled big for the smallest part, I know it's not
[00:07.29] Enough to change what's been going, but it's all I got
[00:10.79] Misjudge and switch up from target to target
[00:14.39] Miscalculate what it is that I want
[00:18.12] Spread my wings, writer's block
[00:21.63] Dead by things made up
[00:23.68] And if I'm honest
[00:25.15] I think I'm beginnin' to question how much I want this
[00:28.64] Overloaded, serial stressor, I'm sitting nauseous
[00:32.11] Panic on a loop in my head, I'm chronically cautious
[00:37.59] To keep it simple, I think I've been willingly followin' every impulse
[00:42.62] Picturin' a future, then tossing it out the window
[00:46.18] Suffocate the fire I started right when it kindles
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[01:06.25] The source of my serotonin is only digital
[01:09.92] My reality's fading, I guess it's typical
[01:13.42] Switch back, it's mismatched dopamine
[01:16.83] Whiplash, hits fast, controllin' me
[01:20.50] I sit in silence, all beat up
[01:24.27] Death by a thousand cuts
[01:26.25] So if I'm honest
[01:27.84] I think I'm beginnin' to question how much I want this
[01:31.21] Overloaded, serial stressor, I'm sitting nauseous
[01:34.85] Panic on a loop in my head, I'm chronically cautious
[01:40.10] To keep it simple, I think I've been willingly followin' every impulse
[01:45.28] Picturin' a future, then tossing it out the window
[01:48.76] Suffocate the fire I started right when it kindles
[01:54.38] If I'm honest
[02:00.44] Oh, if I'm honest (oh, if I'm honest)
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