He Asked Me to Quit Smoking

We broke up
He asked me to quit smoking but I can't
I said go fuck yourself baby cuz we're done
One more pathetic ending only to forget about
Now I'm drunk
Maybe this wine is better than a boyfriend
Maybe my life already reached a dead end
I have my youth and beauty but they all have gone to waste
Fucking sad
I thought those pretty boys like you could save me
But all they did was making me so empty
I guess I'm better on my own
Nothing's gonna give me more pleasure
Don't have no one to be my savior
If I stay I'll get trapped forever
I'm so sick of being a loser
I'll go paint my nails black, so charming
Dye my hair the color that I like
Live the life my girl and it'll be fine
Now I'm gone
Walking on the empty street all alone
But I don't give a shit about right or wrong
Slow dancing with my shadow singing to my favorite song
How devine