would it kill u 2 txt me back

I wanna feel okay
Every single day's always been the same
Even my best friends, they all loved you
Now I feel insane cause I don't know what to do

Would it kill you to text me back?
I've been waiting ever since and there's no going back
You hate me and I love you
I swear it's true, (?)

Sleeping in bed, I'm tryna get you out my head
But those thoughts keep on coming
Guess I'm better off dead

I'm running away
Everyday I'm getting closer to a grave
Nowadays I'm searching, tell me why I'm hurting
I feel so discarded, hurts so bad that we've departed

Cut me open and watch me bleed
You're just like a drug that I don't need
I'm ready to just end it all
Don't wake me up until next fall

Would it kill you to text me back?
I don't really miss you let's just leave it at that