Guilt

My visions clouded as my thoughts
Stomach tied up, wrapped in knots
I don't know who or what I am
Putting this time into wondering
Should I stay the path
Overlook the signs
When the past is something
I can't leave behind
How far will I get on empty
What will I leave behind me

Don't want to be a burden
Not learning
From my mistakes
I'm
Helpless with anger directed at nothing
I'm
Losing composure
There is no way out

The Guilt
I've been feeling
It's not like me to say sorry
The Guilt
Let me breathe again
I'm still loving to hate me

A glutton for agony
Trying to desperately
Admit that I'm not clean
Oh It's like I'm
Pulled with no sense of direction
Perception crushed by affliction
Hung on a need for attention
Let me explain

The Guilt
I've been feeling
It's not like me to say sorry
The Guilt
Let me breathe again
I'm still loving to hate me
The Guilt
I've been feeling
It's not like me to say sorry
The Guilt
Let me breathe again
I'm still loving to hate me

What am I Fighting
What is this weight if there's nothing left
No room for breath, can't expand my chest I'm
Helpless with anger, directed at nothing I'm
Losing composure
There is no way out

The Guilt
I've been feeling
It's not like me to say sorry
The Guilt
Let me breathe again
I'm still loving to hate me
The Guilt
I've been feeling
It's not like me to say sorry
The Guilt
Let me breathe again
I'm still loving to hate me