Build A Bridge and Jump Off It

Lonely and restless on the coldest of nights
With these thoughts on my mind that keep pulling me down
I'm only fooling everyone else
So that everyone else
Turns their back, turns their back on me
So let go all these feelings that I'm keeping inside
And hold on 'cause I'm feeling like I'm buried alive
Lay back as this pain takes over me
Broke down 'cause my head is spinning outta control
Nineteen years, and I got nothing to show
We're only getting older now
This pain seems forgotten
But inside I'm rotting
I'm rotting
Thinking of all this time left to waste then die
The only thing I know for sure is I don't care anymore
And when I'm gone
Well I hope you have the strength to move on
(Angry) but I'm told to not complain
(Recluse) but I'm better off this way
This is not what I want but I'll just bite my tongue
And now I'm hungry (hungry) but I'm too tired to eat
Tired (tired) but I'm too hungry to sleep
We're only getting older now
This pain seems forgotten
But inside I'm rotting
I'm rotting
Thinking of all this time left to waste then die
The only thing I know for sure is I don't care anymore
And it hurts
Save me 'cause I'm drowning
(Give me more time)
I can't keep on counting
Feels like I'm blinded now as they shut me out
But I'm trying to see (give me a sign)
Please make this stop
Let's go
This pain seems forgotten
But inside I'm rotting
I'm rotting
Thinking of all this time left to waste then die
(I'm not) going to know what I'm doing here
What I'm doing here
So why can't you give me a sign?
So why can't you give me a sign?
(Give me a sign) as I drown now swimming in an ocean of fear
My last regret is never knowing why I'm here