Selfish
๐ต 692 characters
โฑ๏ธ 3:43 duration
๐ ID: 22074873
๐ Lyrics
The end is far away.
Not getting too much sleep these days.
These things I can't explain.
Just wishing for an early grave,
but they don't understand me.
I wanna be selfish.
Only reason I'm still alive,
Can't stand to see my mother cry.
I'll suffer through.
Only reason I won't die,
Can't stand the tears in her eyes.
I'll be home soon.
The saddest thing is,
it's the only thing that I want.
I wonder sometimes why
I don't just give up and take my life.
And they have no idea,
that I'm so close to my dying day.
I hate this feeling.
There's no healing.
There's no coming back from this hell.
(I wish that I could make you see)
(I wish that I could face today)
I want to be free from this.
Not getting too much sleep these days.
These things I can't explain.
Just wishing for an early grave,
but they don't understand me.
I wanna be selfish.
Only reason I'm still alive,
Can't stand to see my mother cry.
I'll suffer through.
Only reason I won't die,
Can't stand the tears in her eyes.
I'll be home soon.
The saddest thing is,
it's the only thing that I want.
I wonder sometimes why
I don't just give up and take my life.
And they have no idea,
that I'm so close to my dying day.
I hate this feeling.
There's no healing.
There's no coming back from this hell.
(I wish that I could make you see)
(I wish that I could face today)
I want to be free from this.
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:48.68] The end is far away.
[00:52.35] Not getting too much sleep these days.
[00:55.94] These things I can't explain.
[01:02.30] Just wishing for an early grave,
[01:07.79] but they don't understand me.
[01:12.32] I wanna be selfish.
[01:19.78] Only reason I'm still alive,
[01:26.15] Can't stand to see my mother cry.
[01:29.92] I'll suffer through.
[01:34.51] Only reason I won't die,
[01:37.12] Can't stand the tears in her eyes.
[01:40.89] I'll be home soon.
[01:43.57] The saddest thing is,
[01:47.25] it's the only thing that I want.
[01:51.84] I wonder sometimes why
[01:54.61] I don't just give up and take my life.
[01:58.35] And they have no idea,
[02:01.00] that I'm so close to my dying day.
[02:02.88] I hate this feeling.
[02:04.66] There's no healing.
[02:05.58] There's no coming back from this hell.
[02:10.14] (I wish that I could make you see)
[02:40.58] (I wish that I could face today)
[02:42.32] I want to be free from this.
[02:59.75]
[00:52.35] Not getting too much sleep these days.
[00:55.94] These things I can't explain.
[01:02.30] Just wishing for an early grave,
[01:07.79] but they don't understand me.
[01:12.32] I wanna be selfish.
[01:19.78] Only reason I'm still alive,
[01:26.15] Can't stand to see my mother cry.
[01:29.92] I'll suffer through.
[01:34.51] Only reason I won't die,
[01:37.12] Can't stand the tears in her eyes.
[01:40.89] I'll be home soon.
[01:43.57] The saddest thing is,
[01:47.25] it's the only thing that I want.
[01:51.84] I wonder sometimes why
[01:54.61] I don't just give up and take my life.
[01:58.35] And they have no idea,
[02:01.00] that I'm so close to my dying day.
[02:02.88] I hate this feeling.
[02:04.66] There's no healing.
[02:05.58] There's no coming back from this hell.
[02:10.14] (I wish that I could make you see)
[02:40.58] (I wish that I could face today)
[02:42.32] I want to be free from this.
[02:59.75]