Waiting For the Winter

Six weeks gone and not a word
This means the end
i never should have held up hope
I know you don't want to encourage me
For that's the worst thing that you could do

And now I'm waiting for the winter
Hoping for the rain
I wanna just forget you
And start my life again
Waiting for the winter
Hoping for the rain
I never wanna see you
Ever again

I shiver and recall the way you sighed
The day we said goodbye
With your relief you couldn't hide
And I know you'll forget about
The things that I despair about
They never meant a thing to you

I am tired
I am empty
I am older
My temper is shorter
I am changing
I am harder
I am bitter
To the bone

And now I'm waiting for the winter
Hoping for the rain
I gotta just forget you
And start my life again
Waiting for the winter
Hoping for the rain
I never wanna see you
Ever again

Everywhere I see your face (here)
Everywhere I can't escape (it)
Got to wait until the winter
Until it's blurred, it's gone away