Goodbye
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โฑ๏ธ 4:24 duration
๐ ID: 2216720
๐ Lyrics
I sit I'm my room claustrophobic,
As I watch the walls breath succumbing to self pity,
And these voices wont leave.
I got a revolver in my hand with six chambers and they all full,
Every bullet contradicts the contemplation of suicide.
I wanna die. So I sit and clinch my bible until my palms sweat, and blister,
Cause I hate my sister.
First I'm gonna light a candle in the form of a seance,
And see the light on the wall reflect all this childhood neglect.
I cock the hammer, I let the steel touch my tongue and taste the metal for the first time, I see the faces of my loved ones,
But fuck a note, cause when I do it, I want it to be a mystery, and let them feel the same pain that I felt, this is the remedy.
Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way, Suicide
I get on my knees and say a prayer,
I tell god that I cant handle all this pressure,
I wanna kick it up there.
Why should I wanna live? When my mother used to molest me in front of my stepfather,
She beat me and he undressed me, see.
He took my manhood before I became a man, so now I sit here at 16 with this gun in my hand.
Death is the only way out, the murder of myself will show em all the theres a way out,
I cry for my soul.
Depression has taken a toll on my every existence, so when I think of humiliation I cant breathe,
Its time to leave.
Cause I'm gone show what you did, for tormenting me as a kid, you raised me, now look what I did
Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way, Suicide
I don't wanna die, I wanna breathe again, I don't wanna have to say...
Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way, Suicide
My soul is slipping away, I don't wanna leave, not in this way
As I watch the walls breath succumbing to self pity,
And these voices wont leave.
I got a revolver in my hand with six chambers and they all full,
Every bullet contradicts the contemplation of suicide.
I wanna die. So I sit and clinch my bible until my palms sweat, and blister,
Cause I hate my sister.
First I'm gonna light a candle in the form of a seance,
And see the light on the wall reflect all this childhood neglect.
I cock the hammer, I let the steel touch my tongue and taste the metal for the first time, I see the faces of my loved ones,
But fuck a note, cause when I do it, I want it to be a mystery, and let them feel the same pain that I felt, this is the remedy.
Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way, Suicide
I get on my knees and say a prayer,
I tell god that I cant handle all this pressure,
I wanna kick it up there.
Why should I wanna live? When my mother used to molest me in front of my stepfather,
She beat me and he undressed me, see.
He took my manhood before I became a man, so now I sit here at 16 with this gun in my hand.
Death is the only way out, the murder of myself will show em all the theres a way out,
I cry for my soul.
Depression has taken a toll on my every existence, so when I think of humiliation I cant breathe,
Its time to leave.
Cause I'm gone show what you did, for tormenting me as a kid, you raised me, now look what I did
Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way, Suicide
I don't wanna die, I wanna breathe again, I don't wanna have to say...
Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way, Suicide
My soul is slipping away, I don't wanna leave, not in this way
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:05.42] I sit I'm my room claustrophobic,
[00:07.29] As I watch the walls breath succumbing to self pity,
[00:09.96] And these voices wont leave.
[00:11.72] I got a revolver in my hand with six chambers and they all full,
[00:14.43] Every bullet contradicts the contemplation of suicide.
[00:18.05] I wanna die. So I sit and clinch my bible until my palms sweat, and blister,
[00:22.50] Cause I hate my sister.
[00:24.31] First I'm gonna light a candle in the form of a seance,
[00:27.04] And see the light on the wall reflect all this childhood neglect.
[00:29.80] I cock the hammer, I let the steel touch my tongue and taste the metal for the first time, I see the faces of my loved ones,
[00:36.14] But fuck a note, cause when I do it, I want it to be a mystery, and let them feel the same pain that I felt, this is the remedy.
[00:42.42] Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
[00:54.27] Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way, Suicide
[01:12.21] I get on my knees and say a prayer,
[01:14.94] I tell god that I cant handle all this pressure,
[01:16.72] I wanna kick it up there.
[01:18.54] Why should I wanna live? When my mother used to molest me in front of my stepfather,
[01:23.11] She beat me and he undressed me, see.
[01:24.94] He took my manhood before I became a man, so now I sit here at 16 with this gun in my hand.
[01:30.38] Death is the only way out, the murder of myself will show em all the theres a way out,
[01:34.80] I cry for my soul.
[01:36.78] Depression has taken a toll on my every existence, so when I think of humiliation I cant breathe,
[01:42.18] Its time to leave.
[01:43.05] Cause I'm gone show what you did, for tormenting me as a kid, you raised me, now look what I did
[01:49.34] Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
[02:01.19] Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way, Suicide
[02:30.94] I don't wanna die, I wanna breathe again, I don't wanna have to say...
[03:19.71] Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
[03:32.49] Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way, Suicide
[03:44.25] My soul is slipping away, I don't wanna leave, not in this way
[04:08.62]
[00:07.29] As I watch the walls breath succumbing to self pity,
[00:09.96] And these voices wont leave.
[00:11.72] I got a revolver in my hand with six chambers and they all full,
[00:14.43] Every bullet contradicts the contemplation of suicide.
[00:18.05] I wanna die. So I sit and clinch my bible until my palms sweat, and blister,
[00:22.50] Cause I hate my sister.
[00:24.31] First I'm gonna light a candle in the form of a seance,
[00:27.04] And see the light on the wall reflect all this childhood neglect.
[00:29.80] I cock the hammer, I let the steel touch my tongue and taste the metal for the first time, I see the faces of my loved ones,
[00:36.14] But fuck a note, cause when I do it, I want it to be a mystery, and let them feel the same pain that I felt, this is the remedy.
[00:42.42] Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
[00:54.27] Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way, Suicide
[01:12.21] I get on my knees and say a prayer,
[01:14.94] I tell god that I cant handle all this pressure,
[01:16.72] I wanna kick it up there.
[01:18.54] Why should I wanna live? When my mother used to molest me in front of my stepfather,
[01:23.11] She beat me and he undressed me, see.
[01:24.94] He took my manhood before I became a man, so now I sit here at 16 with this gun in my hand.
[01:30.38] Death is the only way out, the murder of myself will show em all the theres a way out,
[01:34.80] I cry for my soul.
[01:36.78] Depression has taken a toll on my every existence, so when I think of humiliation I cant breathe,
[01:42.18] Its time to leave.
[01:43.05] Cause I'm gone show what you did, for tormenting me as a kid, you raised me, now look what I did
[01:49.34] Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
[02:01.19] Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way, Suicide
[02:30.94] I don't wanna die, I wanna breathe again, I don't wanna have to say...
[03:19.71] Goodbye, sad days, I'd rather sleep my life away
[03:32.49] Goodbye, heartbreak, I found my own way, Suicide
[03:44.25] My soul is slipping away, I don't wanna leave, not in this way
[04:08.62]