If I Could Feel Again

She said ill do anything to make myself feel pretty again
Cuz you scarred me and made me forget i was pretty within
My friends told me i shoulve left yo ass that first time you cheathed yo i swear i shoulve listened cuz look you did it again
What is it??
Is it cuz i ain't thick like this other bitches
Sorry i aint perfect and thick like these other bitches
But i did everything for you that the others didn't
I was even there when your family was acting different
And i still got cheated on
I guess i wasnt pretty enough
I bet she had bigger tits and a Brazilian butt
I was already insecure and i just feel shitty as fuck
Got me looking in the mirror trying to analyze my figure telling myself ill never be good enough for no man
Cuz i dont love no man you know why i dont trust no man
Because even my father left my life i couldnt trust my own mans
Damn but you i cared for you
I was always there for you